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Mana Mak?

2011-08-23T12:04:00.002+08:00

Jam 6.30 petang.

Mak berdiri di depan pintu. Wajah Mak kelihatan resah. Mak tunggu adik bongsu balik dari sekolah agama.

Ayah baru balik dari sawah.

Ayah tanya Mak, “Along mana?’

Mak jawab, “ Ada di dapur tolong siapkan makan.”

Ayah tanya Mak lagi,” Angah mana?”

Mak jawab, “Angah mandi, baru balik main bola.”

Ayah tanya Mak, “Ateh mana?”

Mak jawab, “Ateh, Kak Cik tengok tv dengan Alang di dalam?”

Ayah tanya lagi, “Adik dah balik?”

Mak jawab, “Belum. Patutnya dah balik. Basikal adik rosak kot. Kejap lagi kalau tak balik juga jom kita pergi cari Adik.”

Mak jawab soalan ayah penuh yakin. Tiap-tiap hari ayah tanya soalan yang sama. Mak jawab penuh perhatian. Mak ambil berat di mana anak-anak Mak dan bagaimana keadaan anak-anak Mak setiap masa dan setiap ketika.

Dua puluh tahun kemudian,

Jam 6.30 petang

Ayah balik ke rumah. Baju ayah basah. Hujan turun sejak tengahari.

Ayah tanya Along, “Mana Mak?”

Along sedang membelek-belek baju barunya. Along jawab, “Tak tahu.”

Ayah tanya Angah, “Mana Mak?”

Angah menonton tv. Angah jawab, “Mana Angah tahu.”

Ayah tanya Ateh, “Mana Mak?”

Ayah menunggu lama jawapan dari Ateh yang asyik membaca majalah.

Ayah tanya Ateh lagi, "Mana Mak?"

Ateh menjawab, “Entah.”

Ateh terus membaca majalah tanpa menoleh kepada Ayah.

Ayah tanya Alang, “Mana Mak?”

Alang tidak jawab. Alang hanya mengoncang bahu tanda tidak tahu.

Ayah tidak mahu tanya Kak Cik dan Adik yang sedang melayan facebook. Ayah tahu yang Ayah tidak akan dapat jawapan yang ayah mahu.

Tidak ada siapa tahu di mana Mak. Tidak ada siapa merasa ingin tahu di mana Mak. Mata dan hati anak-anak Mak tidak pada Mak. Hanya mata dan hati Ayah yang mencari-cari di mana Mak.

Tidak ada anak-anak Mak yang tahu setiap kali ayah bertanya, "Mana Mak?"

Tiba-tiba adik bungsu bersuara, “Mak ni dah senja-senja pun merayap lagi. Tak reti nak balik!!”

Tersentap hati Ayah mendengar kata-kata Adik.

Dulu anak-anak Mak akan berlari mendakap Mak apabila balik dari sekolah. Mereka akan tanya "Mana Mak?" apabila Mak tidak menunggu mereka di depan pintu.

Mereka akan tanya, "Mana Mak." Apabila dapat nomor 1 atau kaki melecet main bola di padang sekolah. Mak resah apabila anak-anak Mak lambat balik. Mak mahu tahu di mana semua anak-anaknya berada setiap waktu dan setiap ketika.

Sekarang anak-anak sudah besar. Sudah lama anak-anak Mak tidak bertanya 'Mana Mak?"

Semakin anak-anak Mak besar, soalan "Mana Mak?" semakin hilang dari bibir anak-anak Mak .

Ayah berdiri di depan pintu menunggu Mak. Ayah resah menunggu Mak kerana sudah senja sebegini Mak masih belum balik. Ayah risau kerana sejak akhir-akhir ini Mak selalu mengadu sakit lutut.

Dari jauh kelihatan sosok Mak berjalan memakai payung yang sudah uzur. Besi-besi payung tercacak keluar dari kainnya. Hujan masih belum berhenti. Mak menjinjit dua bungkusan plastik. Sudah kebiasaan bagi Mak, Mak akan bawa sesuatu untuk anak-anak Mak apabila pulang dari berjalan.

Sampai di halaman rumah Mak berhenti di depan deretan kereta anak-anak Mak. Mak buangkan daun-daun yang mengotori kereta anak-anak Mak. Mak usap bahagian depan kereta Ateh perlahan-lahan. Mak rasakan seperti mengusap kepala Ateh waktu Ateh kecil. Mak senyum. Kedua bibir Mak diketap repat. Senyum tertahan, hanya Ayah yang faham. Sekarang Mak tidak dapat lagi merasa mengusap kepala anak-anak seperti masa anak-anak Mak kecil dulu. Mereka sudah besar. Mak takut anak Mak akan menepis tangan Mak kalau Mak lakukannya.

Lima buah kereta milik anak-anak Mak berdiri megah. Kereta Ateh paling gah. Mak tidak tahu pun apa kehebatan kereta Ateh itu. Mak cuma suka warnanya. Kereta warna merah bata, warna kesukaan Mak. Mak belum merasa naik kereta anak Mak yang ini.

Baju mak basah kena hujan. Ayah tutupkan payung mak. Mak bagi salam. Salam Mak tidak berjawab. Terketar-ketar lutut Mak melangkah anak tangga. Ayah pimpin Mak masuk ke rumah. Lutut Mak sakit lagi.

Mak letakkan bungkusan di atas meja. Sebungkus rebung dan sebungkus kueh koci pemberian Mak Uda untuk anak-anak Mak. Mak Uda tahu anak-anak Mak suka makan kueh koci dan Mak malu untuk meminta untuk bawa balik. Namun raut wajah Mak sudah cukup membuat Mak Uda faham.

Semasa menerima bungkusan kueh koci dari Mak Uda tadi, Mak sempat berkata kepada Mak Uda, "Wah berebutlah budak-budak tu nanti nampak kueh koci kamu ni."

Sekurang-kurangnya itulah bayangan Mak. Mak bayangkan anak-anak Mak sedang gembira menikmati kueh koci sebagimana masa anak-anak Mak kecil dulu. Mereka berebut dan Mak jadi hakim pembuat keputusan muktamat. Sering kali Mak akan beri bahagian Mak supaya anak-anak Mak puas makan. Bayangan itu sering singgah di kepala Mak.

Ayah suruh Mak tukar baju yang basah itu. Mak akur.

Selepas Mak tukar baju, Ayah iring Mak ke dapur. Mak ajak anak-anak Mak makan kueh koci. Tidak seorang pun yang menoleh kepada Mak. Mata dan hati anak-anak Mak sudah bukan pada Mak lagi.

Mak hanya tunduk, akur dengan keadaan.

Ayah tahu Mak sudah tidak boleh mengharapkan anak-anak melompat-lompat gembira dan berlari mendakapnya seperti dulu.

Ayah temankan Mak makan. Mak menyuap nasi perlahan-lahan, masih mengharapkan anak-anak Mak akan makan bersama. Setiap hari Mak berharap begitu. Hanya Ayah yang duduk bersama Mak di meja makan setiap malam.

Ayah tahu Mak penat sebab berjalan jauh. Siang tadi Mak pergi ke rumah Mak Uda di kampung seberang untuk mencari rebung. Mak hendak masak rebung masak lemak cili api dengan ikan masin kesukaan anak-anak Mak.

Ayah tanya Mak kenapa Mak tidak telepon suruh anak-anak jemput. Mak jawab, "Saya dah suruh Uda telepon budak-budak ni tadi. Tapi Uda kata semua tak berangkat."

Mak minta Mak Uda telepon anak-anak yang Mak tidak boleh berjalan balik sebab hujan. Lutut Mak akan sakit kalau sejuk. Ada sedikit harapan di hati Mak agar salah seorang anak Mak akan menjemput Mak dengan kereta. Mak teringin kalau Ateh yang datang menjemput Mak dengan kereta barunya. Tidak ada siapa yang datang jemput Mak.

Mak tahu anak-anak mak tidak sedar telepon berbunyi. Mak ingat kata-kata ayah , “Kita tak usah susahkan anak-anak. Selagi kita mampu kita buat saja sendiri apa-apa pun. Mereka ada kehidupan masing-masing. Tak p ayah sedih-sedih. Maafkan sajalah anak-anak kita. Tak apalah kalau tak merasa menaiki kereta mereka sekarang. Nanti kalau kita mati kita masih ada peluang merasa anak-anak mengangkat kita kat bahu mereka.”

Mak faham buah hati Mak semua sudah besar. Along dan Angah sudah beristeri. Ateh, Alang, Kak Cik dan Adik masing-masing sudah punya buah hati sendiri yang sudah mengambil tempat Mak di hati anak-anak Mak.

Pada suapan terakhir, setitik air mata Mak jatuh ke pinggan.

Kueh koci masih belum diusik oleh anak-anak Mak.

Beberapa tahun kemudian

Mak Uda tanya Along, Angah, Ateh, Alang, Kak Cik dan Adik, “Mana mak?”.

Hanya Adik yang jawab, “Mak dah tak ada.”

Along, Angah, Ateh, Alang, Kak Cik dan Adik tidak sempat melihat Mak waktu Mak sakit.

Kini Mak sudah berada di sisi Tuhannya bukan di sisi anak-anak Mak lagi.

Dalam isakan tangis, Along, Angah, Ateh, Alang, Kak Cik dan Adik menerpa kubur Mak. Hanya batu nisan yang berdiri terpacak. Batu nisan Mak tidak boleh bersuara. Batu nisan tidak ada tangan macam tangan Mak yang selalu memeluk erat anak-anaknya apabila anak-anak datang menerpa Mak semasa anak-anak Mak kecil dulu.

Mak pergi semasa Along, Angah, Ateh, Alang, Kak Cik dan Adik berada jauh di bandar. Kata Along, Angah, Ateh, Alang, Kak Cik dan Adik mereka tidak dengar handphone berbunyi semasa ayah telepon untuk beritahu mak sakit tenat.

Mak faham, mata dan telinga anak-anak Mak adalah untuk orang lain bukan untuk Mak.

Hati anak-anak Mak bukan milik Mak lagi. Hanya hati Mak yang tidak pernah diberikan kepada sesiapa, hanya untuk anak-anak Mak..

Mak tidak sempat merasa diangkat di atas bahu anak-anak Mak. Hanya bahu ayah yang sempat mengangkat jenazah Mak dalam hujan renyai.

Ayah sedih sebab tiada lagi suara Mak yang akan menjawab soalan Ayah,

"Mana Along?" , "Mana Angah?", "Mana Ateh?", "Mana Alang?", "Mana Kak Cik?" atau "Mana Adik?". Hanya Mak saja yang rajin menjawab soalan ayah itu dan jawapan Mak memang tidak pernah silap. Mak sentiasa yakin dengan jawapannya sebab mak ambil tahu di mana anak-anaknya berada pada setiap waktu dan setiap ketika. Anak-anak Mak sentiasa di hati Mak tetapi hati anak-anak Mak ada orang lain yang mengisinya.

Ayah sedih. Di tepi kubur Mak, Ayah bermonolog sendiri, "Mulai hari ini tidak perlu bertanya lagi kepada Along, Angah, Ateh, Alang, Kak Cik dan Adik , "Mana mak?" "

Kereta merah Ateh bergerak perlahan membawa Ayah pulang. Along, Angah, Alang dan Adik mengikut dari belakang. Hati ayah hancur teringat hajat Mak untuk naik kereta merah Ateh tidak kesampaian. Ayah terbayang kata-kata Mak malam itu, "Cantiknya kereta Ateh, kan Bang? Besok-besok Ateh bawalah kita jalan-jalan kat Kuala Lumpur tu. Saya akan buat kueh koci buat bekal."

"Ayah, ayah ....bangun." Suara Ateh memanggil ayah . Ayah pengsan sewaktu turun dari kereta Ateh..

Terketar-ketar ayah bersuara, "Mana Mak?"

Ayah tidak mampu berhenti menanya soalan itu. Sudah 10 tahun Mak pergi namun soalan "Mana Mak?" masih sering keluar dari mulut Ayah sehingga ke akhir usia.

Sebuah cerita pendek buat tatapan anak-anak yang kadang-kadang lupa perasaan ibu. Kata orang hidup seorang ibu waktu muda dilambung resah, apabila tua dilambung rasa. KataRasulullah saw. ibu 3 kali lebih utama dari ayah . Bayangkanlah berapa kali ibu lebih utama dari isteri, pekerjaan dan anak-anak sebenarnya. Solat sunat pun Allah suruh berhenti apabila ibu memanggil. Berapa kerapkah kita membiarkan deringan telefon panggilan dari ibu tanpa berjawab?

Makna Cinta

2011-05-02T00:32:00.002+08:00

Tuhan memberikan kita dua kaki untuk berjalan, dua tangan untuk memegang, dua telinga untuk mendengar dan dua mata untuk melihat.
Tetapi mengapa Tuhan hanya menganugerahkan sekeping hati pada kita?
Kerana Tuhan telah memberikan sekeping lagi hati pada seseorang untuk kita mencarinya.
Itulah Cinta.
Jangan sesekali mengucapkan selamat tinggal jika kamu masih mahu mencuba.
Jangan sesekali menyerah jika kamu masih merasa sanggup.
Jangan sesekali mengatakan kamu tidak mencintainya lagi, jika kamu masih tidak dapat melupakannya...
Cinta datang kepada orang yang masih mempunyai harapan, walaupun mereka telah dikecewakan.
Kepada mereka yang masih percaya, walaupun mereka telah dikhianati.
Kepada mereka yang masih ingin mencintai, walaupun mereka telah disakiti sebelumnya dan kepada mereka yang mempunyai keberanian dan keyakinan untuk membangunkan kembali kepercayaan.
Jangan simpan kata-kata cinta pada orang yang tersayang sehingga dia meninggal dunia lantaran akhirnya kamu terpaksa kecewa....

p/s: org selalu ckp jgn tinggalkan org yg syg kite kerna org yg kite syg...kerna org yg kita syg itu akan tinggalkan kita kerna org yg dye syg...

Jangan Buat Orang yang Mencintai Kamu Kecewa

2011-05-01T23:56:00.002+08:00

1] Orang yang mencintai kamu tidak pernah mampu memberikan alasan kenapa dia mencintai kamu. Yang dia tahu di hati dan matanya hanya ada kamu satu-satunya.

2] Walaupun kamu sudah memiliki teman istimewa atau kekasih, dia tidak peduli! Baginya yang penting kamu bahagia dan kamu tetap menjadi impiannya.

3] Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu menerima kamu apa adanya, di hati dan matanya kamu selalu yang tercantik walaupun mungkin kamu merasa berat badan kamu sudah bertambah.

4] Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu ingin tahu tentang apa saja yang kamu lalui sepanjang hari ini, dia ingin tahu kegiatan kamu.

5] Orang yang mencintai kamu akan mengirimkan SMS seperti ‘Selamat Pagi’,'Selamat Hari Minggu’, ‘Selamat Tidur’, ‘Take Care’, dan lain-lain lagi, walaupun kamu tidak membalas SMS-nya, kerana dengan kiriman SMS itulah dia menyatakan cintanya, menyatakan dalam cara yang berbeza,bukan “aku CINTA padamu”, tapi berselindung ayat selain kata cinta itu.

6] Jika kamu menyambut hari tahun dan kamu tidak mengundangnya ke majlis yang kamu adakan, setidak-tidaknya dia akan menelefon untuk mengucapkan selamat atau mengirim SMS.

7] Orang yang mencintai kamu akan selalu mengingat setiap kejadian yang dia lalui bersama kamu, bahkan mungkin kejadian yang kamu sendiri sudah melupakannya, kerana saat itu ialah sesuatu yang berharga untuknya.Dan saat itu, matanya pasti berkaca. kerana saat bersamamu itu tidak bisa berulang selalu.

8] Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu mengingati setiap kata-kata yang kamu ucapkan, bahkan mungkin kata-kata yang kamu sendiri lupa pernah mengungkapkannya. kerana dia menyematkan kata-kata mu di hatinya,berapa banyak kata-kata penuh harapan yang kau tuturkan padanya, dan akhirnya kau musnahkan? pasti kau lupa, tetapi bukan orang yang mencintai kamu.

9] Orang yang mencintai kamu akan belajar menggemari lagu-lagu kegemaran kamu, bahkan mungkin meminjam CD milik kamu, kerana dia ingin tahu apa kegemaran kamu - kesukaan kamu kesukaannya juga, walaupun sukar meminati kesukaan kamu, tapi akhirnya da berjaya.

10] Kalau kali terakhir kalian bertemu kamu mungkin sedang selesema, atau batuk-batuk, dia akan sentiasa mengirim SMS atau menelefon untuk bertanya keadaan kamu - kerana dia bimbangkan tentang kamu, peduli tentang kamu.

11] Jika kamu mengatakan akan menghadapi ujian, dia akan tanyakan bila ujian itu berlangsung, dan saat harinya tiba dia akan mengirimkan SMS ‘good luck’ untuk memberi semangat kepada kamu.

12] Orang yang mencintai kamu akan memberikan suatu barang miliknya yang mungkin buat kamu itu ialah sesuatu yang biasa, tetapi baginya barang itu sangat istimewa.

13] Orang yang mencintai kamu akan terdiam sesaat, ketika sedang bercakap di telefon dengan kamu, sehingga kamu menjadi bingung. Sebenarnya saat itu dia merasa sangat gugup kerana kamu telah menggegarkan dunianya.

14] Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu ingin berada dekat dengan kamu dan ingin menghabiskan hari-harinya hanya dengan kamu.

15] Jika suatu saat kamu harus pindah ke daerah lain, dia akan sentiasa memberikan nasihat agar kamu waspada dengan persekitaran yang boleh membawa pengaruh buruk kepada kamu. dan jauh dihatinya dia benar-benar takut kehilangan kamu, pernah dengar ‘jauh di mata, jauh di hati?’

16] Orang yang mencintai kamu bertindak lebih seperti saudara daripada seperti seorang kekasih.

17] Orang yang mencintai kamu sering melakukan hal-hal yang SENGAL seperti menelefon kamu 100 kali dalam masa sehari. Atau mengejutkan kamu di tengah malam dengan mengirim SMS. Sebenarnya ketika itu dia sedang memikirkan kamu.

18] Orang yang mencintai kamu kadang-kadang merindukan kamu dan melakukan hal-hal yang membuat kamu pening kepala. Namun ketika kamu mengatakan tindakannya itu membuat kamu terganggu dia akan minta maaf dan tak akan melakukannya lagi.

19] Jika kamu memintanya untuk mengajarimu sesuatu maka ia akan dgn sabar walaupun kamu mungkin orang yang terbodoh di dunia!.bahkan dia begitu gembira kerana dapat membantu kamu. dia tidak pernah mengelak dari menunaikan permintaan kamu walau sesukar mana permintaan mu.

20].Kalau kamu melihat handphone-nya maka nama kamu akan menghiasi sebahagian besar INBOX-nya. Dia masih menyimpan SMS-SMS dari kamu walaupun ia kamu kirim berbulan-bulan atau bertahun-tahun yang lalu. Dia juga menyimpan surat-surat kamu di tempat khas dan segala pemberian kamu menjadi benda-benda berharga buatnya.

21] Dan jika kamu cuba menjauhkan diri daripadanya atau memberi reaksi menolaknya, dia akan menyedarinya dan menghilang dari kehidupan kamu, walaupun hal itu membunuh hatinya.

22] Jika suatu saat kamu merindukannya dan ingin memberinya kesempatan dia akan ada menunggu kamu kerana sebenarnya dia tak pernah mencari orang lain. Dia sentiasa menunggu kamu.

23] Orang yang begitu mencintaimu, tidak pernah memaksa kamu memberinya sebab dan alasan, walaupun hatinya meronta ingin mengetahui, kerana dia tidak mahu kamu terbeban dengan karenahnya. saat kau pinta dia berlalu,dia pergi tanpa menyalahkan kamu, kerana dia benar-benar mengerti apa itu cinta.

2011-01-22T20:56:00.001+08:00

How am I supposed to LIVE without you by Farhan (originally from Micheal Bolton)

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU ? (Michael Bolton)

I could hardly believe it
When I heard the news today
I had to come and get it straight from you
They said you were leavin'
Someone swept you heart away
From the look upon your face I see it's true
So tell me all about it, tell me 'bout the plans you're makin'
Then tell me one thing more before I go

Chorus:
Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
Now that I've been lovin' you so long
How am I supposed to live without you
How am I supposed to carry on
When all that I've been livin' for is gone

I didn't come here for cryin'
Didn't come here to breakdown
It's just a dream of mine is coming to an end
An how can I blame you
When I built my world around
The hope that someday we'd be so much more than friends
And I don't wanna know the price I'm gonna pay for dreaming
When even now it's more than I can take

Chorus

And I don't wanna face the price I'm gonna pay for dreaming
Now that your dream has come true

Chorus

Katy Perry - Peacock (Live on Letterman)

2010-10-11T10:26:00.000+08:00

2010-07-19T13:28:00.004+08:00

Concorde KL, Pavilion & KL Convention Centre

Pada 13 Julai yang lepas, kami telah diarahkan untuk pergi ke Majlis Pelancaran di Dewan Planary Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre. Majlis pelancaran pada 14 julai...so, kene lah gerak sane awal sikit...takkan nk gerak pepagi bute 2 kan....sbb ada yg nk gerak pepagi bute tu tapi not me...i'm not that crazy (padahal sll jer kan gerak pepagi,ada agenda tersendiri) hahaha....

Pada mulenya, semua kene berkumpul jam 2.30 ptg tuk gerak ke Concorde KL tapi bleh laks ada makhluk yg tak paham2 bahasa....bleh wat kami menunggu smp kul 4.30....giler ker apa....mmg sakit hati tul.....abis planning ari2.....geram tul....dh la masa balik pun wat problem yg sama...sbb pada mulanye nk gerak balik jam 3pm tapi tetibe laks bleh kata nk gerak balik kul 11.30am....mmg mcm SIAL...ko ingat ko bagus sgt ker???

Apa2 pun, masa smp2 jer kat Concorde, staff F/O laks buat hal....tak paham2 bahasa ker???cube dengar apa yg org ckp....ni nk buat pandai sendiri laks....Kata jer hotel 4 Star tapi staff dye lagi teruk dari org yg keje kat rumah pelacuran tu....pls la wei, aq pun keje hotel gak dulu dan skg nie aq mengajar laks apa yg ko dok buat skg nie....takkan aq tak tau kot....dh la muka mcm B**i....aq tak tau la knp trip kali nie mmg sakit hati....ptt la pd mule2 ag aq rasa malas jer nk g tapi pk dh kata wajib, aq ikut kan jer lah....papepun im having fun and seronok gak la g merayau2 kat pavi 2 walaupun masa smp tu dh nk tutup (malas nk pk sbb masalah tu).

Papepun sempat gak snappy2 pic tapi tak leh nk bubuh bebanyak....

Over tak??

Officemate aq (Hot Ker???)

2010-06-22T12:16:00.002+08:00

Tempat kerja fie kat office....ada pc sndr n still gune laptop tuk on9(time tu jer lah) sbb xde internet connection ag...tapi skg dh ada yeahaaa....tapi tak bestnye dye org BLOCK semua social network nye website (TENSION2)

Menikmati Pemandangan di Lembah Kuala Kangsar

2010-06-22T09:58:00.007+08:00

Inilah aktiviti yg dapat dilakukan apabila fie berada di Kuala Kangsar(KK)...fie sendiri tak pasti mcm mane fie leh bertahan kat sini sbb sudah masuk 1tahun 6bulan fie bekerja di KK...Pada mulanya fie mmg tertekan sbb kat sini takde sebarang hiburan yg dapat menarik minat fie...shopping komplek yang ada cuma The Store...wayang pun xde...walhal, itulah yang penting...disebabkan itu gak la fie sll jer turun ipoh untuk melakukan sebarang aktiviti sosial bersama-sama teman...Bile lah agaknye dapat bertukar....ramai org ckp kat fie, 'Ok apa keje kat sane, bleh save duit'...Nak save duit mcm mane?dh sll turun ipoh tuk tgk wayang, mkn or membeli brg2 keperluan....sbb kat KK ni takde byk sgt pilihan....lagi byk belanje ada lah...nk lepak mamak pun, kt sini tak best....nothing and sll nmpk org lepak pun org2 tua huahaha....Layan ker hehehe....pape pun, tgk2 lah pemandangan yg sempat fie ambik masa fie lepak ari2....

2010-05-13T14:30:00.002+08:00

Jan

Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

Feb

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

Mar

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.

Apr

Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains.

May

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited.

Jun

You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!

Jul

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover

Aug

Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter.

Sept

Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

Oct

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all

Nov

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

Dec

This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions.

p/s : I was born in may

2010-04-17T10:34:00.005+08:00

Debenhams Lot 10 Opening Party

Selasa baru2 nie fie g ikut la membe fie yg sorg nie nk g opening party Debenhams...Dia nk sgt2 g jumpe Matthew Williamson...Fie pun ikut jer la....best gak opening party tu...lepas launching, ada party kat Rootz at the roof top kat Lot 10....tapi after party tu tak stay lama sbb tak larat sbb fie tak berapa nk sihat......apa2 pun, dapat gak la snap few pic semasa kat sane....

Enjoy....

with Ning Baizura (i'm a big fan of her)

Some of the pic i manage to snap...Can't get Matthew Willamson design coz there are so many people

2010-04-14T21:56:00.003+08:00

Pameran Pendidikan di Sek. Dato' Megat Khas Ipoh

Lagi sekali kena wat pameran......seperti biasa, lambat kene inform but it's ok...dh t'biasa sbb since last year lagi mmg org suke bagi fie wat keje last2 minit...ingat lagi masa kene g pameran kat USM Penang.....pagi2 kene panggil dgn bos suh g pameran, ingatkan minggu depan, rupe2nye ptg nie....mmg giler hahaha and alhamdullillah dpt dilaksanakan dgn jayanya......kali nie kene g sekolah which mmg fie tak berapa gemar nk g sbb tak ramai sgt org yg dtg so feel nk wat promosi tu takde sbb org dtg just nk cenderahati dari kolej je hahaha......

Well, kali nie kak shida (yg Jelita) laks teman sbb tak tau sape nk ajak...nasib baik dye ok....if not, sure kene g sorg n sure tak best hahaha.....alasan fie bagi tuk ajak dye g adalah untuk mempromosikan course seramik hehehe.....nasib baik la dye ikut......kire ok gak la g dgn dye.....dye ok n mcm2 kite org mengumpat pasal tmpt keje kite org hahaha.......

Enjoy......

2010-04-14T21:45:00.003+08:00

Pameran Jom Masuk U di Stadium Indera Mulia, Ipoh Perak

Minggu yang memenatkan sbb dari minggu lepas masih tak sempat nk rest....ade je keje yang mendatang......mcm tak reti2 org nk rehat hahaha.....nk wat mcm mane....dh mmg tanggungjawab untuk melaksanakan n memastikan ianya berjalan dgn lancar......

Kali nie, promosi Jom Masuk U di Ipoh laks.....penat mmg penat tapi enjoy sbb ramai yg datang n byk gak kolej n universiti yang terlibat......seperti biasa, my kolej akan adakan pameran n sedikit demonstrasi berkenaan kemahiran yang bakal mereka perolehi if ambik courses ini....tak semua la yg kite tunjuk tapi sebilangan jer lah......seperti biasa Napkin Folding, Table setting (Table D’hote) and Fruit Carving......

Enjoy.......

Napkin Folding

Table Setting (Table D'hote)

Fruit Carving

2010-04-04T18:14:00.004+08:00

Year 2010

It's been a while since the last time i update my blog......this all coz of my busy schedule......i do wish i could have more than 24 hours in a day so that i could manage to do everything that i need to do.....OMG, i really need to manage my time so that i could cope everyting in mylife......time for my work, time for my own life, time with my family.....OMG, it's been a while since i've done something nice with them.....I really missed my family especially my mum's n dad's

Hangout at Pavilion KL

2009-12-09T14:49:00.005+08:00

Hangout with Fwen

Few day b4 X mas.....Really wish i can be some where else

Wish to ride it

Anne and Adie at Coffee Bean

Fie and Anne (my chumel Sis)

Fie and Adie

Us going to watch Ninja Assassin

Hannef and Anne (aren't they cute 2gether)

Us going to watch Twilight Saga New Moon

Our New Soes

2009-09-19T10:45:00.002+08:00

Khas Buatmu Sayang

Taman Rekreasi Sg Klah, Perak

2009-08-25T12:16:00.005+08:00

Semalam baru jer balik dari Kursus induksi kat Cinta Sayang Golf and Country Resort kat Sg Petani......Mmg memenatkan......dah la tu pas abis kursus ada exam laks....adoyai......

Tapi tu semua semalamnye cite.....ari nie fie and adik angkat fie g berkelah di Sg Klah.....sajer jer coz aritu b4 g kursus plan nk g mandi sg tapi tak jadi sbb fie bz....so, nk ilangkan tension pas exam fie pun g lah berkelah.....best gak tempat tu....nnt nak ajak anis, nuar n the geng g wat reunion kat sane laks.....best hehehehe.....enjoy some of the pic that i took hehehehe

Malam Jasamu Dikenang

2009-07-14T22:57:00.016+08:00

Here are thing of that I have promised to update........

Last may 20^th 2009, I’ve organize an event called “Malam Jasamu Dikenang”.

There reasons why I need to organize this event are for a farewell party for my Director for her retirement on June 17^th 2009 and for the final exam student. It’s combination of 2 big events into one event. I can say that the event were successfully organize and most of the guest are pleased with the theme, food and so many more....oh yes, it was held at Dewan Bunga Raya Taiping, Perak.

Here are the picture of the event.....Enjoy!!!

Last preparation b4 the event

During the event

People that been Celebrated

People that make it came true

(MC of that Nite)

(KL Highlanders)

Coming Soon

2009-07-12T00:46:00.002+08:00

Salam, wah lama giler fie tak update blog fie nie.....bile update entah apa2 entah yg fie bubuh kan.....ni lah akibatnye bile dah sibuk mengalahkan Perdana Menteri hahaha.....there are many thing happen to me lately in my life and i'm gonna share it with you guys but not now but soon....PROMISE

p/s: starting from 13 july till 17 july i'm gonna be in Lumut and from 19 july to 30 july i'm gonna be in Sg.Petani...OMG, my class nearly started and i've no idea what i'm gonna teach yet since i haven't got the time table

My Favorite Song

2009-07-11T22:56:00.007+08:00

Thinking of You by Katy Perry

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

The Climb by Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Whoa a oh oh

Touch My Hands by David Archuleta

Saw you from the distance,
Saw you from the stage,
Something 'bout the look in your eyes,
Something 'bout your beautiful face,
In a sea of people,
There was only you,
I never knew what this song was about,
But suddenly now I do,

Trying to reach out to you,
Touch My Hand,
Reach out as far as you can,
Only me, only you, and the band,
Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,

Can't let the music stop,
Can't let this feeling end,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never see you again,

Can't let the music stop,
Until I touch your hand,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights,
I wonder why all the the stars,
But the one that's shining out so bright,
Is the one right where you are,

Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,
Reach out as far as you can,
Only me, only you, and the band,
Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,

Can't let the music stop,
Can't let this feeling end,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never see you again,

Can't let the music stop,
Until I touch your hand,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,

Saw you from the distance,
Saw you from the stage,
Something 'bout the look in your eyes,
Something 'bout your beautiful face,

Can't let the music stop,
Can't let this feeling end,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never see you again,

Can't let the music stop,
Until I touch your hand,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,

Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand, (I'll never get the chance again)
Reach out as far as you can, (I'll never get the chance again)
Only me, only you, and the band,
Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,
Yeah, yeah

Ego by Beyonce Knowles

Oh baby, how you doing?
You know I'm gonna cut right to the chase
Some women were made but me, myself
I like to think that I was created for a special purpose
You know, what's more special than you? You feel me

It's on baby, let's get lost
You don't need to call into work 'cause you're the boss
For real, want you to show me how you feel
I consider myself lucky, that's a big deal

Why? Well, you got the key to my heart
But you ain't gonna need it, I'd rather you open up my body
And show me secrets, you didn't know was inside
No need for me to lie

It's too big, it's too wide
It's too strong, it won't fit
It's too much, it's too tough
He talk like this 'cause he can back it up

He got a big ego, such a huge ego
I love his big ego, it's too much
He walk like this 'cause he can back it up

Usually I'm humble, right now I don't choose
You can leave with me or you could have the blues
Some call it arrogant, I call it confident
You decide when you find on what I'm working with

Damn I know I'm killing you with them legs
Better yet them thighs
Matter a fact it's my smile or maybe my eyes
Boy you a site to see, kind of something like me

It's too big, it's too wide
It's too strong, it won't fit
It's too much, it's too tough
I talk like this 'cause I can back it up

I got a big ego, such a huge ego
But he love my big ego, it's too much
I walk like this 'cause I can back it up

I, I walk like this 'cause I can back it up
I, I talk like this 'cause I can back it up
I, I can back it up, I can back it up
I walk like this 'cause I can back it up

It's too big, it's too wide
It's too strong, it won't fit
It's too much, it's too tough
He talk like this 'cause he can back it up

He got a big ego, such a huge ego, such a huge ego
I love his big ego, it's too much
He walk like this 'cause he can back it up

Ego so big, you must admit
I got every reason to feel like I'm that bitch
Ego so strong, if you ain't know
I don't need no beat, I can sing it with piano

Right Now (Na Na Na) by Akon

It's been so long
That I haven't seen your face
Try to be strong
But the stress I have is washing with
Wont belong before I get you by my side
And just hold you, tease you, squeeze you till
I was fill all my mind

I wanna make up Right Now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
We need to lay up right now now now

I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
We need to lay up right now now now

Girl I know mistake will lay between us to
And we show our eyes that now even says somethings were true
I can't go and haven't seen my girl this thing
Why can it be the way it was
Your are my homie lover friend

I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
We need to lay up right now now now

I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now crime

I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up r
We need to lay up right now now now

I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday you goes by
I miss you much
Tell I get you back I'm gonna cry
I miss you much
You are the apple on my I
Girls I miss you much
I miss you much

I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday you goes by
I miss you much
Tell I get you back I'm gonna cry
I miss you much
You are the apple on my I
I miss you much
I miss you much

I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
We need to lay up right now now now

I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
We need to lay up right now now now

I want you to fly with me
Want you to fly
I miss I had lie with me
Miss I had lie
I wish you could die with me
Wish you could die
I woundered a crime with me
Woundered a crime

I want you to fly with me
Want you to fly
I miss I had lie with me
Miss I had lie
I wish you could die with me
Wish you could die
I woundered a crime with me
Woundered aight now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
We need to lay up right now now now

I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
We need to lay up right now now now

Boom Boom Pow by Black Eye Peas

Gotta get-get, gotta get-get
Gotta get-get, gotta g-g-g-get-get-get, get-get

Boom boom boom, gotta get-get
Boom boom boom, gotta get-get
Boom boom boom, gotta get-get
Boom boom boom, gotta get-get

Boom boom boom, now
Boom boom boom, now
Boom boom pow
Boom boom

Yo, I got that hit that beat the block
You can get that bass overload
I got the that rock and roll
That future flow

That digital spit
Next level visual shit
I got that boom boom pow
How the beat bang, boom boom pow

I like that boom boom pow
Them chickens jackin' my style
They try copy my swagger
I'm on that next shit now

I'm so 3008
You so 2000 and late
I got that boom, boom, boom
That future boom, boom, boom
Let me get it now

Boom boom boom, gotta get-get
Boom boom boom, gotta get-get
Boom boom boom, gotta get-get
Boom boom boom, gotta get-get

Boom boom boom, now
Boom boom boom, now
Boom boom pow
Boom boom pow

I'm on the supersonic boom
Y'all hear the spaceship zoom
When, when I step inside the room
Them girls go ape-shit, uh

Y'all stuck on Super 8 shit
That low-fi stupid 8 bit
I'm on that HD flat
This beat go boom boom bap

I'm a beast when you turn me on
Into the future cybertron
Harder, faster, better, stronger
Sexy ladies extra longer

'Cause we got the beat that bounce
We got the beat that pound
We got the beat that 808
That the boom, boom in your town

People in the place
If you wanna get down
Put your hands in the air
Will.i.am drop the beat now

Yup, yup
I be rockin' them beats, yup, yup
I be rockin' them beats, y-y-yup, yup

Here we go, here we go, satellite radio
Y'all gettin' hit with boom boom
Beats so big I'm steppin' on leprechauns
Shittin' on y'all with the boom boom

Shittin' on y'all you with the boom boom
Shittin' on y'all you with the

This beat be bumpin', bumpin'
This beat go boom, boom

Let the beat rock
Let the beat rock
Let the beat rock

This beat be bumpin', bumpin'
This beat go boom, boom

I like that boom boom pow
Them chickens jackin' my style
They try copy my swagger
I'm on that next shit now

I'm so 3008
You so 2000 and late
I got that boom boom boom
That future boom boom boom
Let me get it now

Boom boom boom, gotta get-get
Boom boom boom, gotta get-get
Boom boom boom, gotta get-get
Boom boom boom, gotta get-get

Boom boom boom, now
Boom boom boom, now
Boom boom pow
Boom boom pow

Let the beat rock
(Let the beat rock)
Let the beat rock
(Let the beat)
Let the beat
(Let the beat rock, rock, rock, rock)

Poker Face by Lady Gaga

Mum mum mum mah
Mum mum mum mah

I wanna hold em' like they do in Texas Plays
Fold em' let em' hit me raise it baby stay with me (I love it)
Love game intuition play the cards with space to start
And after he's been hooked I'll play the one that's on his heart

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got me like nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got me like nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

I wanna roll with him a hard pair we will be
A little gambling is fun when you're with me I love it)
Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun
And baby when it's love if it's not rough it isn't fun, fun
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got me like nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got me like nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

I won't tell you that I love you
Kiss or hug you
Cause I'm bluffin' with my muffin
I'm not lying I'm just stunnin' with my love-glue-gunning
Just like a chick in the casino
Take your bank before I pay you out
I promise this, promise this
Check this hand cause I'm marvelous

Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got me like nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got me like nobody)

Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got me like nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got me like nobody)

Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got me like nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got me like nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

2009-05-18T23:16:00.005+08:00

Bencinta by Faizal Tahir

Benarkan ku 'tuk berbicara...
Bicara terus ke hati mu... Hati mu...
Hati yang penuh rasa ragu
Jangan terus pergi
Tanpa mendengar ku
Mungkin mudah
Untuk kau terus berlalu
Nanti dulu
Berikanlah waktu
Untuk aku, untuk kamu

Ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
Kaku aku melihat mu
Lidah kelu sedangkan aku
Mahu kau tahu
Aku cinta pada mu
Benci pada mu
Cinta pada mu

Ke tepi lihat ku berlalu
Pasti itu yang terbaik untuk ku
Tiada lagi mahu ku tahu
Tentang hidup kamu
Tentang mati kamu
Aku tahu
Engkau tahu apa yang mata ku tahu
Apa yang kau tunggu
Mahu aku buka pintu?

Ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
Kaku aku melihat mu
Sedang aku mahu kau tahu
Dengar kata ku
Aku cinta pada mu
Benci pada mu
Cinta pada mu

Sakitnya aku
Membenci kamu
Sakit lagi mencintai mu
Dan aku pergi
Tapi kembali
Benci aku mencintai diri mu
Ku benci... Kamu
Ku cinta... Kamu

2009-05-14T21:52:00.002+08:00

Makna Cinta Dari Nama Ku

A : ..seorang yang gila-gila
H : ..setia kepada yang satu
M : ..membuat pacaran lebih menarik
A : ..seorang yang gila-gila
D : ..kekasih yang terbaik pernah dimiliki oleh siapapun

W : ..bisa menjadi lucu dan tolol dalam satu waktu
A : ..seorang yang gila-gila
F : ..sukakan pasangan yang agak liar dan gila-gila
I : ..manis dan romatis

M : ..membuat pacaran lebih menarik
O : ..mempunyai personaliti yang bagus
H : ..setia kepada yang satu
D : ..kekasih yang terbaik pernah dimiliki oleh siapapun

S : ..membuat orang tertawa
A : ..seorang yang gila-gila
L : ..pemberi ciuman yang bagus
L : ..pemberi ciuman yang bagus
E : ..memiliki mata yang cantik
H : ..setia kepada yang satu

2009-03-08T01:36:00.002+08:00

I L U by Afghan

Disampingmu
Temani Dirimu
Demi Cintanya, Serahkan Jiwaku
Meski Tiada Banyak Waktu
Tersisa Untuk Cinta
Tetap Aku...

Love You, Baby I Do
I Never Find Someone Like You
Love U Yess I Still Do*
Better or Worst I Will Be There
Yes I'll Be There For You

Tak Perlu Kau Ragu
Kumelupakanmu
Meski Tiada Banyak Waktu Tersisa Untuk Cinta
Tetap Aku

Love You, Baby I Do
I Never Find Someone Like You
Love U Yes I Still Do*
Better or Worst I Will Be There
Yes I'll Be There For You

Disiniku Ku Memelukmu
Hingga Tiba Akhir Masa
Menjemputmu

I Love You, Baby I Do
I Never Find Someone Like You
Love U Yes I Still Do*
Better or Worst I Will Be There
Yes I'll Be There For You

2009-03-08T01:16:00.002+08:00

Late nyte with Esq

Ari ni fie balik KL and fie akan balik KK selasa depan (10/3/09) fie ambik cuti 1 hari...sajer jer hahaha.....ag pun tyme tu cuti sem....takde kelas....bleh la ambik cuti..if not...mmg takkan dapat nye......smp2 KL jer fie call anne ajak dye lepak tapi dye tak leh join coz bf dye ada dgn dye n tyme tu bf dye tgk tydo....takkan nk kuar gak kan hahaha.....pastu call esq, mmg dh plan dgn dye nk hangout.....ingat nk ajak la reramai sikit....nk ajak adie gak tapi dye kat kuantan huhuhu....last2 kuar dgn esq jer hahahaha....that nyte kiteorg lepak kat Hartamas....mcm biasa lah...walau dah g beribu kali pun, fie mmg tak ingat jalan hahaha....siap berpusing2 ag hahaha...tapi last2 fie dh ingat jln dah....tu pun sbb fie call jesse tye dye jalan (dah lama tak kuar dgn jesse) mlm tu esq cite kat fie pasal tmpt keje dye....sian sih, takpe2...maybe 2 dugaan dye kot hahahaha (tu lah, dulu dapat keje elok tak nak hahaha)

Pas lama gak la lepak kat hartamas, kite org pun gerak la....tak tau nk g mane nie.....terus fie ajak dye g tmn tasik sri permaisuri......sajer jer g jenjalan2 smbl2 tgk karenah org hahaha....seronok wei.....mcm2 karenah dapat tgk hahahaha........smp2 kat tasik tu, fie ajak esq main buaian and jongkang jongkit.....lama tak main....best gak la hahahaha....merayau-rayau smp kul 3.30am....pastu fie ajak dye lepak kat bistro kat area 2....best gak tmpt tu....cantik.....lepak minum2 smbil2 mengusha n mengumpat org.....bleh laks tetibe fie nk call irm...n yg bagus nye dye baru balik kuar jumpe kwn dye (kwn ker hahaha)dah dekat kul 5.30, kami pun gerak balik n i reach home nearly 6.10am.....giler jer kan fie ari tu.....ye lah....dah la baru smp dari KK....penat laks tu....leh laks merayau-rayau smp ke pagi.....dah laks tu, mcm tak penat jer walhal smlm tido lewat hahahaha....takpe2, bukan selalu pun...tiap2 2 minggu sekali jer hahaha....

p/s; Esq, nnt kite wat mcm tu lagi k.tapi u blanje laks hahaha......good luck with SEGi....nnt i try ckp kat bos i k....

2009-03-08T00:42:00.005+08:00

Hangout D Pavilion, Mkn Sushi (my fav food) & mini Genting

Mini Genting

Me at Mini Genting (pic tak clear sih)

Mkn time yum3

As my pet sis ckp, bro.....u need to get ur theraphy hahaha......my pet sis tau yg i mmg addicted giler2 kat Pavilion.....entah apa yg best sgt kat situ smp i suke sgt n perabis duit kat sane.....well, kat situ ada mcm2....lagi2 my fav shop Padini Concept Store, kedai mkn dye pelbagai.....fie suke taiwan, korean, japanese, chinese food..kat situ ada byk......and ada starbucks hahaha....fie dah jadi addicted kat starbucks since sll kuar dgn Esq.......well, apa2 pun tyme tu fie mmg happy and having fun eventho tyme tu fie n anne tgh pening kepala.....

Late nyte b4 Chinese New Year at LQ

Entah nape fie leh nak g clubbing laks....padahal dah lama giler fie tak g...even kwn2 fie dok pujuk fie g clubbing pun fie tolak mentah2 coz if boleh fie taknak perkara dulu berulang lagi.....tension's laks bile teringat benda lama tu.....last fie g clubbing was like 1 tahun 6 bulan yg lepas.....lepas lama tak g clubbing, fie nk masuk balik......tu semua coz fie tgh tension sgt2 tyme tu......entah la....sll, bleh jer nk ilangkan rase tension tu tapi tak tau nape ari2 fie mmg tak leh nk ilangkan tension fie......and fie promise to myself yg fie takkan g clubbing sll coz it not good for myself and i need to take care of my reputation and also my parent reputation....well, we had a really nyte out that nyte and balik ari2 dekat kul 4 lebih gak la....tu pun balik awal coz mlm tu tak best sgt coz tak ramai org hahahaha....

p/s; nnt nk ajak Esq laks la g clubbing smp pengsan hahahaha.......

2009-03-07T23:59:00.006+08:00

15 January 2009

Kung Fu Boy, Fie & Ah Jin

Ping Kang, Fie & Sharley

Yuki BF, Fie & Kenny

Demas, Fie & Joey

Fie & Celine

Fie & Anne (my pet sis)

2day fie kene report diri kat PICC Putrajaya kul 8 pagi.....eventho umah fie dekat giler dgn Putrajaya, tapi fie ttp lmbt coz fie salah masuk simpang (signboard yg entah apa2 entah, signboard tak tunjuk smp ke tmpt tu)

Masa smp2 kat PICC, nasib baik la masih sempat....tak start ag......smp2 terus beratur coz nk register......dapat la sembang2 dgn org yg register ari tu...dapat gak la kenal kwn2 baru huhuhu......punye lah bohsan time dgr ceramah tu...ye lah, cite pasal kerja and tanggungjawab la...mcm2 ag la...nasib baik phone fie leh gune internet.....harus lah fie on9 tuk menghilangkan buhsan yg tahap dewa time tu....mmg langsung tak dgr apa org tu ckp.....nasib baik la time tu fie duduk dgn ex-classmate fie time degree 2....dye pun tak dgr sgt.....tapi tau gak la apa benda yg d katakan.......punye lah lama benda alah tu....ptt abis kul 1 tapi kul 1.40 baru abis....dah la fie dah janji dgn student2 fie kat Pavilion....dye org wat farewell party tuk fie........dye org nk blanjer mkn pizza...best2, my fav hahaha......

Abis jer briefing tu, terus fie pecut ke Pavilion.....entah mcm mane leh silap masuk simpang laks....tapi yg bestnye, silap masuk simpang nye pasal....fie smp terus kat area Pavilion...wah2, tak sia2 kan hahaha......smp2 jer terus fie g pizza....sian kat dak2 tu kene tunggu fie 1 jam hahaha...takpe2, nnt takde kene tunggu dah hehehehe.....time tu, fie pesan kat dye org suruh ajak lecturer yg ganti fie tu skali which she is my pet sis hahaha....pandai kan fie....nk kenal2 kan dye org dgn student hahaha......

Pas kenyang mkn n dok sembang2, fie pun ajak dye org g jenjalan coz fie nk beli something....entah la, rase nk shopping jer time tu hahaha.....time tgh jenjalan tu, fie teringat kat chocolate lounge yg fie suke g tu.....fie pun ajak la student2 fie g kat situ.....fie nk blanje dye org mkn chocolate fondue....dekat 200 gak la abis hahaha...takpe2 coz dye org tu my fav student hahaha....ari2 betul2 fun and enjoy ^_^

2009-01-31T20:21:00.004+08:00

Last day in SEGi KL on 14 January 2009

14 January 2009 merupakan tarikh akhir fie kat SEGi KL.....ni semua coz fie dapat keje yg mane fie rase is the best for my future....even fie syg sgt nk tinggalkan SEGi coz fie betul2 dah stabil kat sane....ye lah, bos and big bos baik giler dgn fie......caring laks tu.....sape yg tak nk ada bos yg mcm tu kan....ye lah....bukan senang nk dapat bos yg mcm tu lagi2 bile bos kite tu chinese.....

On the last day tu fie ingat ag.....mcm2 keje fie try siapkan gak coz fie tak nk nnt bos fie tanye2 and fie pass over everything to officemate fie......sian kat dye.....ye lah.....ari2 masing2 bz dgn attrition report ag, dgn meeting pasal result ag......nasib baik lah benda2 tu fie dh siapkan awal2 lagi.....so, takde lah ada keje yang tertangguh (berbaloi betul sll balik lmbt and sll siapkan keje even sometimes tak cukup tido).

Farewell party fie bos blanje mkn kat secret recipe.....lama gak la kiteorg lepak2king kat situ....yg penting perut masing2 kenyang......Thanks MS Norul & Mr Tan sbb blanje ari2.....korang mmg bos yg sporting and sempoi......if ada chance in the future, i wont mind to have u guys as my team....

Cant wait for 2morrow coz esok fie kene g putrajaya tuk report diri kat PICC kul 8 pagi and yg pasti even pun 2day my last day, fie still balik lmbt hahaha...dekat pukul 8 baru fie balik huhuhu

Cinta Ini Membunuhku

2008-12-31T15:03:00.004+08:00

Lyrics | D'Masiv lyrics - Cinta Ini Membunuhku lyrics

2008-12-25T12:40:00.002+08:00

Merry X-Mas to All My Fren

My fav Xmas Song

All I want for christmas/ Christmas (Baby Please come home)

Christina Aguilera - The Christmas Song

Britney Spears My Only Wish (This Year)

Christina - O Holy Night

Christina Aguilera - Merry Christmas, Baby

2008-12-17T23:32:00.004+08:00

Fast Update of My Life

Just got back from Alamanda to meet Nora....jumpe dye coz fie pinjam buku teks tourism kat dye.....tu pun sbb nk wat notes (fie ex student hotel not tourism k...but still to teach tourism coz my bos love my notes that i do for intro to hospitality hahaha).....sempat gak la berborak n bergossip hahaha and for sure by next week maybe akan kuar ag kot.....next time Jiyna, Reen and Esq akan join d mana kami akan bergossip and mkn d tanggung oleh Puan Nora hahahaha(Nnt i update pasal tu k Nora, so yg lain tu reti2 lah free kan timetable korang yg sememangnye free tu hahahaha)

Last Monday kuar lunch dgn Esq coz dye PONTENG keje.....so, he call me in the middle of my class and ask me whether i wanna go out with him for lunch or not so i just say yes eventho i have lots of work to do....well, i need to be updated with all the hot gossip in GIS hahaha.....and as what i suspect...mmg hot giler cite2nye.....cite dye mmg hot giler (lucky me that i QUIT from that company) yg penting tak leh d story kat sini coz nnt d jadikan bahan bukti laks hahaha......

Last saturday fie ada PAC (PTD Assessment Centre) kat INTAN.....mmg penat giler la....well....just aktiviti ke tiga jer yg penat...yg lain tu biasa2 jer coz aktiviti yg first tu pasal group discussion pasal tajuk "National Service, is it still releven?" and second acvtity laks tajuk "Pengalaman berkerja lebih baik dari kelayakan academic"....yg activity first tu mmg best la coz just discussion but activity yg kedua tu mmg best coz debat....mmg bergaduh la kite org coz nk menegakkan benang yg basah hahaha....tapi pas abis jer time....kite org ckp, no heart feeling k coz this just for the sake of the test hahaha and you know what....we became a good fren tho.....Time activity ke tiga tu activity berjemus D bawah matahari (bersukan) Mmg cerdik dye org nie coz dah la baru lepas mkn...pastu wat aktiviti mcm tu....mmg nk menyiksa tul hahahaha.....mmg penat wei....smp nk pitam pun ada.......ye lah....kene wat mcm2 smp kaki 2-3 hari baru baik hahahaha....tapi takpe...tu semua ujian jer huhuhu.....

2008-12-01T21:49:00.001+08:00

Ciuman Mengikut Zodiak

Aquarius
Sesuai dengan lambangnya, air, warga Aquarius ternyata memiliki ciuman yang basah dan agak serabutan. Selain itu, pada saat ciuman berlangsung mereka umumnya cenderung membuka mata lebar-lebar.

Pisces
Orang-orang dengan bintang berlambang ikan ini memiliki gaya berciuman pandangan mata tajam, penuh nafsu dan ghairah, serta wow… berlangsung cukup lama! Bagaimana, apakah gaya berciuman Anda ternyata sesuai dengan bintang anda

Capricorn
Ciuman-ciuman yang didaratkan oleh orang- orang berbintang Capricorn khabarnya sangat-sangat romantis. Bahkan saking romantisnya, ciuman ala mereka kerap menjadi ubat pembunuh stress!

Aries
Orang-orang Aries ternyata memiliki gaya berciuman yang cepat dan penuh dengan nafsu. Tapi sayangnya ciuman dahsyat tersebut biasanya cepat pula selesainya.

Taurus
Berbeza dengan mereka yang berada di bawah naungan Taurus, dimana ciuman mereka umumnya berlangsung sangat perlahan, tidak tergesa-gesa, tenang,penuh kemesraan dan berlangsung terus… terus… dan terus.

Gemini
Orang-orang Gemini konon mempunyai peribadi yang hangat dan ceria. Tidak heran jika gaya berciuman mereka kekadang diselingi oleh senyuman bahkan juga tawa lebar. Asyiknya, sifat warga Gemini yang terkenal gemar melakukan sesuatu yang baru itu pun dilakukannya dalam melakukan ciuman. Jadi banyak kejutannya!

Cancer
Warga Cancer memang terkenal dengan sikapnya yang hati-hati, agak tertutup dan cenderung ingin selalu dilindungi. Tak heran jika dalam urusan berciuman mereka lebih suka melakukannya dengan lembut, hangat, dan seperti tidak mau lepas saja!

Leo
Orang-orang Leo yang terkenal keras dan tegas ternyata memiliki gaya berciuman yang liar, tanpa malu-malu, bahkan tidak segan- segan untuk menggigit dan mencakar! Pun warga bintang berlambang singa ini ternyata sangat senang jika mendapat pujian dari pasangannya, utamanya pujian atas ghairahnya yang luar biasa.

Virgo
Warga Virgo memiliki gaya berciuman yang halus, lembut, rapi,sampai sang pasangan pun bakal terkesima dibuatnya.

Libra
Gaya berciuman warga Libra konon kurang hangat! Kenapa? Kerana mereka pada umumnya terlalu khuatir dengan urusan di luar hasrat mereka. Belum lagi,mereka gemar menghela nafas di tengah-tengah ciuman.

Scorpio
Percaya atau tidak, orang-orang di bawah naungan Scorpio rupanya tidak terlalu suka dengan ciuman. Kerananya, jangan kaget apabila dalam sebuah hubungan intim mereka kerap melewatkan aktiviti yang satu itu dan lebih suka langsung menuju sasaran.

Sagitarius
Hmmm… berbahagialah Anda yang berbintang Sagitarius atau pun yang memiliki pasangan dengan bintang ini. Pasalnya, mereka yang berbintang dengan lambang busur panah ini memiliki gaya berciuman yang mengejutkan, spontan,dan… mengghairahkan. Tak heran jika konon banyak orang yang menanti-nanti ciuman ala si Sagitarius ini.

2008-12-01T16:42:00.001+08:00

Characteristics of TOP GUY

1. Top guys don't actually go after good-looking you. They prefer neat and presentable you.
2. Top guys hate flirts.
3. A top guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a top guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a top guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Top guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about you they truly care about.
7. When a top guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Top guys go crazy over your smile.
9. Top guys will do anything just to get your attention.
10. Top guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When top guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
12. Top guys want to tell you many things but they can't.And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!
13.Top guys cry!!!
14. Don't provoke the top guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Top guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Top guys usually try hard to get you who have dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a top guy's heart, there's no turning back.
18. Giving a top guy a hanging message like "You know what?!.. uh...never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Top guys go crazy when you touch their hands.
20. Top guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to you they really like.
21. When a top guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.
22. When you say "no", a top guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."
23. You have to tell a top guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24.Top guys hate gays!
25. Top guys love their moms.
26. A top guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A top guy often thinks about you who like him. But this doesn't mean that the top guy likes her.
28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a top guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30. Beware. Top guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than you can.
31. Like Eve, you are top guys' weaknesses.
32. Top guys are very open about themselves.
33. Its good to test a top guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.
34. No top guy is bad when he is courting.
35. Top guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Top guys really admire you that they like even if they're not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a top guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the top guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A top guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Top guys love you with brains more than you in miniskirts.
42. Top guys try to find the stuffed toy a you wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Top guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Top guys cannot keep secrets that you tell them.
45. Top guys think too much.
46. Top guys' fantasies are unlimited.
47.You' height doesn't really matter to a top guy but her weight does!
48. Top guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive.So watch out you!!!
49. When you make the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that you.
50. It's not easy for a top guy to let you go after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a top guy what you really want before getting involved with that top guy.
52. A top guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, top guys blame themselves a lot more than you do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Top guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55. Top guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with you.
56. When a top guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a top guy says he is going crazy about you. He really is.
58.When a top guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"
59. Top guys don't really have final decisions.
60. When a top guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a top guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
62. If a top guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Top guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court you anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. Top guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Top guys don't like you who punch harder than they do.
66. A top guy may instantly know if you like him but can never be sure unless you tell him.
67. A top guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a you would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Top guys love you who can cook or bake.
69. Top guys like you who are like their moms.No kidding!
70. A top guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71. A top guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don't be a snob. Top guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don't be biased. Try loving a top guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.
74. You who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting top guys.
75. Top guys are more talkative than you are especially when the topic is about you.
76. Top guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.
77. Top guys really think that you are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a top guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. Top guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike you.
80. Top guys tend to generalize about you but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.
81. Any top guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.
82. Top guys find it so objectionable when you swear.
83. Top guys' weakest > point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises, a top guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a top guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a top guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.
87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a top guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. Top guys learn from experience not from the romance books that you read and take as their basis of experience.
91.You can tell if a top guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92. If a top guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93. When a top guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another you. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94. You can truly say that a top guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Top guys seek for advice not from a top guy but from you.
96. You are allowed to touch boys' things.Not their hair!
97. If a top guy says you're beautiful, that top guy likes you.
98. Top guys hate you who overreact.
99. Top guys love you more than you love them...

2008-12-01T14:52:00.002+08:00

Synopsis: A faithful adaptation of the 2007 Spanish film REC, QUARANTINE chronicles the outbreak of a rabies-like disease in a Los Angeles apartment building and the struggle of the unaffected residents to stay alive after the authorities trap... A faithful adaptation of the 2007 Spanish film REC, QUARANTINE chronicles the outbreak of a rabies-like disease in a Los Angeles apartment building and the struggle of the unaffected residents to stay alive after the authorities trap them inside in an effort to contain it. Equal parts BLAIR WITCH PROJECT and 28 DAYS LATER, the film is presented through the eye of a video camera, putting the audience in the middle of the action and creating a heightened level of intensity and realism. Television reporter Angela (Jennifer Carpenter) and her cameraman, Scott (Steve Harris), are covering the goings-on at a firehouse for a program about night shift workers. As she clowns around with two flirty firemen (Jonathan Schaech and Jay Hernandez), an alarm sounds, and a truck is dispatched--with Angela and Scott on board---to an apartment building where an old woman has seemingly lost her mind. The woman bites one of the firemen and is soon killed, but when more tenants turn up with the same disorder, it's clear that a chain reaction is occurring. Unfortunately for Angela and the rest of the uninfected residents, the authorities have quarantined the building---but she and Scott continue to document the tragic and terrifying events inside the building as those inside are one by one transformed into bloodthirsty monsters. Director John Eric Dowdle, whose film THE POUGHKEEPSIE TAPES also used a pseudo-documentary approach in detailing the crimes of a serial killer, creates a sustained level of chaos and fear that will have all but the most seasoned horror fan cowering in the corner. Though the shaky camerawork may be difficult to take for those prone to motion sickness, it--along with a complete absence of music--gives the film a startling realism and immediacy to accompany its stomach-churning descent into full-on hopelessness and dread.

Last saturday fie kuar dgn kechique g tgk cite nie pas keje kat mid valley.......cite nie pada mule2 mmg buhsan tahap dewa.....tapi lelama makin ok......byk adegan yg memeranjatkan jer.......tapi so far ok lah....kire best gak lah for me......sbb story dye berat gak la.....even fie tak bace lagi sinopsis dye fie dah leh dpt apa hal sbnrnye cite tu pasal.....from 5 star fie give 3 jer hahahaha sbb apa.....sbb cite dye buhsan masa starting hahaha......

2008-11-29T13:02:00.002+08:00

I Need An Angel

I've no idea why i need an angle at this moment.....

but at this moment i do think that i need an angle to protect me......

To protact me from what?

Did i do something wrong?

No im not.....I didnt do anything wrong.....

i just need an angle to be with me so that i can be strong enough to face all the things that i currently have.......

There are so many things that i need to do currently.....

If i wrote it here, i do believe you guys won't believe me coz what........

COZ i never show that to you guys.......

Give me Strength to face it ok

2008-11-28T17:38:00.005+08:00

The Facts That YOU Should Know About Me

Too loyal to my lover (eventho i have million of friends and we are close, i know my status as a lover.....so please don't u ever say that i will flirt with other coz i damn in love you....if i not in love with you, i won't be there for u and i won't be ur lover)

Honest to everyone....No matter who you are, i will be really honest to you......if i dont like it, i'll tell you....if i do like it, i'll tell you......so dont bother to ask me whether i like it or not k

I'm Lively.....Am i lively enough?Sometimes.....well, depends with who i am at the moment.....i dont really like a dull environment.....

Love to talk......this one no doubt......i love to talk.....maybe that the reason why i become a lecturer hahahaha......if not, i'll make sure that i will be a hotel manager or PR manager so that i can talk and talk and talk till i feel like wanna stop hahaha.....so you guys, better watch out k hahahaa......but now i've found someone who love to talk too......we like to hangout and it kinda fun coz not only me need to talk but also he also....it good tho......so, my lover need to love to talk also like me hehehe

Challenge.......I do love to challenge myself....dont care what it is......i will challenge myself to see how far i can go......like people keep saying that i have lot's of contact with lot's of people....but actually b4 i can manage to do that, i'm the one who start the conversation first.....so, 4 u guy want to success......do it urself k.....if people say that you won't be able to do it....try remember this "if u want somethings, just go 4 it.if u dont get it, u dont lost.at least u have tried....it's never a shame to lost after trying....but it is a shame if u lost without trying"

Love to kept my problem to myself unless it the one who i can trust.....it hard for me to trust people with my secret or problem...even my family member never knew about it.......

People love to tell their problem to me.....what can i do is that, i just listen and give them advise......i won't kept it all in my head which mean once i say something about it.....i'll just let it go hahaha....dont want to think about other people problems coz i also have a problems.....

It easy for me to fall in love.....just be nice to me, care n concern bout me, text, call me everyday hahahaa....it true tho.....it easy for me to like someone.....but eventho if i have a lover.........i will strict it to just a fwen la....so no need to scared i will have scandal or anything coz like i told u guys that i am loyal

Love to window shopping or even worst shopping......still remember last 2 week, i spent like RM 500 just less then an hour in one place...but i manage to get only few things that i want....still dont have the shoes and few beg and jeans hahahaa......im kinda of guy who just take what i want and pay for it and if later i dont want, i just throw it away hahaha......i like to waste my money doing something stupid hahaha

Love my fwen so much......well, i am friendly and i also be fren to all dont bother who they are coz for me fren are important same goes as money right.....but to get a fren who can be during ur sad, down, happy are quite difficult to get coz till now there only few that i can count on.......

I love my parent so much eventho sometimes i'm bit rough with them hu3......i know that i should be like that to them but that the way i am....my parent know me already.....when i'm really mad or angry.....i'll just show without thinking anything coz for me if it something that i can be patient with...i'll just kept it quiet but if i cant hold it anymore......i'll just let it explode.......

Love my current work coz now im a lecturer cum programme coordinator which im doing 2 work with ONE salary which i do believe that i do deserve a higher salary.........but who cares at this moment coz i like doing the thing that im doing hahaha.....i love to teach coz i can share with my student about the knowledge that i have and share my experience that i have and i also can give them motivation in life where most of them like to see me if they have problem rather then see their counselor.......since im doing 2 jobs, i dont easily got bored coz i'm not just teach but also do admin work which i need to do all the planning and so many other things.....so, to my lover.......thanks for understand my work and i do will contact u even how bz i am coz for me u r important in my life......i do need to hear ur voice everyday coz without ur voice i'll be lost.......

i've kept saying about my love......who is my love actually......my best fwen Ola kept asking me who is ur baby, buchuk and so many more....she kept asking me whether i'm back with my ex-gf.......well Ola, we are not but we do contact each other and we still concern bout each other.......at this moment, i dont think that i can accept any gal at this time since my last breakup with this Moron coz she make me hate gal so much......i can be fwen with u guys but not to have a relationship yet.....my heart are close for love at this moment....it is UNDER CONSTRUCTION hahahaha..........at the moment, i just really close with someone who are good to me and i'm willing to do anything for the person coz at this moment i'm love that person just not letting the person know yet hahaha

2008-11-19T11:29:00.002+08:00

Arhhh....Rindunye.....fie windu kat phone fie N81.....phone fie tak ilang just lover fie pinjam coz katanye dye nk snapy2 pic hahaha...yeye jer kan...biarlah....kata lover...apa2 pun sanggup nie....sbb tu lah fie terpaksa gune phone dye nie (Communicator) best tu mmg la best tapi phone dye nie takde camera la....tak masyuk coz tak leh ambik pic....dah la fie suke take pic......smlm fie kuar g Pavilion....dah lama tak g sane...sajer jer coz jumpe member fie nurul and ili....pastu jumpe kechique, AB n isra'...dye org lepak org lepak kt sane...so sajer jer lah join coz nk jumpe kechique hahaha.....mmg kechique budak tu hahaha (giler jer kanasyik2 gelak) nk snappy pic dgn dye org takleh coz phone fie takde camera, same dgn dye org.....ada camera tapi takde bateri wahhh.....takpe2, nnt leh kuar ag hehehe....best la.....nnt nk kuar ag lah....

p/s: hope fie akan dapat phone tu by this week hahaha.....

2008-11-15T15:00:00.003+08:00

Deman, selsema, batuk and sakit tekak and sometimes pening kepala....itulah keaadaan fie skg nie....ni semua start dari ari sabtu lepas ag time dye datang sini......tapi fie tak nk la tunjuk kat dye yg fie tak sihat walaupun sebenarnye fie mmg tak sihat.....sian kat dye....if boleh time dye dtg sini....fie nk spent my whole time dgn dye jer....ye lah.....dah lama tak jumpe kan....dekat 1 bulan huhuhu.....masa dye dtg ari sabtu lepas fie dh start tak sihat coz tak cukup tido n dok bz dgn visit dari corporate office yg nk dtg kat office fie nie tuk annual meeting....mmg penat la....time kat office nk kene wat preparation segala and bz dgn kelas gak la.....mlm baru ada masa nk wat notes segala....pastu ari jumaat lepas, fie ada kelas principle of management...kelas tu ramai giler nye umat....dekat 60 org 1 kelas....mmg tiap2 kali kelas tu fie kene tinggikan volume suara coz budak2 yg duduk kat belakang tak dgr.....dah tau tak dgr....duduk lah depan kan....ni tak...duduk kat blakang sape suruh.....dah2....masa minggu lepas mmg sakit hati pun ada....dah la masa tu dye tak sihat, pastu fie lak tgh bz dgn keje segala....kengkadang smp takde masa langsung...lunch mmg tak yah ckp lah coz mmg sll skip coz kelas fie mmg tgh2 hari bute baru start.....pas abis kelas student dtg jumpe tye pasal coursework dye org lah....even subject tu fie tak ajar.....dye org ckp, apa yg lecturer dye org ajar dlm kelas pun dye org tak paham....ni masa mintak terangkan coursework pun dye org tak paham coz kejap ckp mcm nie, pastu ckp mcm ni laks....sape tak pening kepala......sian kat korang kan hahaha.....

Masa dye smp ari tu dh tgh hari....sian kt dye coz dye kata kt fie yg dye tak mamam apa2 ag dari semalam......dye tu mmg susah tul nk suruh mkn...ada jer alasan dye (tapi fie suke coz best mcm kite kene ambik tau pasal dye sll hahaha) dye smp2 dye kene tgu fie kat luar office coz dye segan nk masuk coz ramai student....pastu kami g mid valley coz dh booking cite Disaster Movie (cite tu mmg dh janji dgn dye nk g tgk, even kwn fie ajak fie tgk...tapi fie tak nk tgk coz nk tgk dgn dye) best gak la cite tu, dye gelak besar dlm panggung (fie pun gelak gak la tapi control hahaha). Smp2 jer mid terus kiteorg g ambik tiket coz fie dah book awal2 (nasib baik booked, if not sure kene beratur panjang) pastu kite org g lunch kat domino's.......sian kat dye coz nmpk sgt dye mmg tak larat.....pas mkn tgk dye dh ada tenaga balik (suke3) pas tu kite org g jejalan tgk apa2 yg menarik and fie blikan dye wallet baru coz fie tgk wallet dye tak menarik hehehe (baby jgn marah k) yg penting, warna putih & hijau (warna fav dye) pastu kite org terus g masuk tgk wayang....time tu tak bli air or pop corn coz masing2 kenyang coz baru melantak domino's.......pas abis tgk movie....kiteorg pun g hotel....nk rehat n mandi2 coz mlm tu nk g pavilion nk tgk kak nina (akak kepada jessy) Penat jer smp awal coz ada lawan bola mlm tu....arsenal lawan MU (hampeh tul MU, leh laks kalah mlm tu...nasib baik tak bet dgn member2) Best gak la mlm tu coz byk gak lagu fav kiteorg d nyanyikan oleh akak nina hahaha....Balik mlm tu kiteorg tapau McD coz dye lapar McD.....actually time tu fie tgh sakit kepala tul.....tak tahan...mcm nk pecah rasa....tapi fie control mcm tak sakit coz tak nk nnt dye susah hati....tapi......

Esok tu pagi2 dh bgn coz nk g bfast pastu dye nk balik melaka dah.....sebenarnye tak nk kasi dye blk coz tak puas ag jumpe dye....windu sgt kat dye......fie nie jenis bile dh rindu kat org tu...fie akan manjer gler dgn dye and if not pun...fie akan suke2 jer carik pasal nk gaduh dgn dye....tak tau nape....tapi apa2 pun, fie mmg syg giler kat dye....

2008-11-04T17:07:00.003+08:00

Rabu lepas fie cuti coz fie ada interview kat putrajaya....keje government......jawatan Pegawai Pendidikan Pengajian Tinggi.....sebenarnye malas nk g tapi parent dok bising suruh try luck mane tau dapat ker kan hahaha.....nk d jadikan cerita.....d sebabkan kat office terlalu lah byk keje nk kene wat.....petang tu baru ada masa nk surf internet tuk tgk maklumat2 tuk interview tu.....just prepare jer hahaha....ye lah.....mane tau dah rezeki.....rupe2nye....member fie farah & esQ pun dapat gak interview tu tapi farah tak g coz farah dah posting.....dye apply kat politeknik and kolej community tu sendiri....kire luck dye lah kan coz ada insentive kan huhuhu.....punye lah dok bace2 kat internet tu smp tak tau nk kene ambik yg mane satu...so, satu jalan penyelesaian nye ada lah print semua information2 tu and balik nnt baru baca hahaha....mmg boleh kan....sanggup nie....entah apa2 entah yg d print coz tebal giler....mcm2 benda ada dlm note tu huhuhu.....dalam kul 5 lebih dah balik umah....semangat nie.....ye lah....asyik2 keje jer...smp bile2 pun takkan abis......kawan fie sll ckp mcm tu kat fie hahaha....dye org tau perangai fie.....bile dah start wat keje mmg susah nk berenti huhuhu.....so d sbb dah sll sgt balik lewat....ari tu balik awal coz nk rehat.....

ingatkan balik tu nk rehat jap....tapi rupe2nye smp kul10 dok tgk tv jer hahaha.....bahagia sungguh rasa.....
Ari rabu tu pas interview fie ingat nk duduk umah jer tapi coz fie at that time mcm tak brapa nk betul sgt (byk benda nk d pk kan). So ingat nk kuar....sbb nk kuar kene lah call member2 mane yg tak keje kan hahaha....akhirnye ada gak sorg member fie nie......iman (dlm pic tu) kire ari tu kuar dgn dye lah....lepak kat OU....dah lama tak g OU...dulu sll lepak kat OU dgn ola (tapi dye dah kawin skg nie so susah la dye nk kuar hahahaha) ingat nk g tgk wayang tapi tak jadi coz masa kite org kuar tu pun dah kul 6 lebih.....so kite org just g main bowling....bagus tul iman nie....demam2 pun sanggup teman fie kuar....untung dapat member mcm dye hahaha.....pas main bowling,kite org g mamam kat mcD coz dye mengidam mcD laks hahaha....rupe2nye pandai gak budak nie main...poyo jer kata mule2 tak reti main......first set fie menang and second set dye menang.....kire ok lah hahaha.....dye tak menang sepenuhnye huhuhu....pastu kiteorg g window shopping....ingat nk bershopping sakan tapi pk balik, baik bli nnt jer coz baru awal bulan nie...takut baget lari laks hahaha....balik ari tu dah lewat gak la....dkt kul 11 baru balik....Thanks im coz teman fie ari tu.....atleast ilang gak la problem dok pk kat kepala nie.....walaupun tak ilang sepenuhnye....tapi ilang gak la.....coz got someone to share it with

2008-11-01T09:26:00.003+08:00

13 WAYS TO RELIEVE STRESS

Stress Reliever #1
Wife: You always carry my photo in your handbag to the office. Why?
Hubby: When there is a problem, no matter how impossible, I look at your picture and the problem disappears.
Wife: You see, how miraculous and powerful I am for you?
Hubby: Yes, I see your picture and say to myself, "What other problem can there be greater than this one?"

Stress Reliever # 2
Girl: When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troubles and lighten your burden.
Boy: It's very kind of you, darling, But I don't have any worries or troubles..
Girl: Well that's because we aren't married yet.

Stress Reliever # 3
Son: Mom, when I was on the bus with Dad this morning, he told me to give up my seat to a lady.
Mom: Well, you have done the right thing. Son: But mum, I was sitting on daddy's lap.

Stress Reliever # 4
Wife to husband: "What's your excuse for coming home at this time of the night?"
Husband to wife: "Golfing with friends, my dear."
Wife to husband: "What? At 2 am ?!"
Husband to wife: "Yes, We used night clubs."

Stress Reliever # 5
Father to son after exam: "let me see your report card."
Son: "My friend just borrowed it. He wants to scare his parents."

Stress Reliever # 6
A teacher asked her class for sentences using the word "beans". "My father grows beans," said one student. "My father cooks beans," said another. Then little Johnny spoke up: "We are all human beans."

Stress Reliever # 7
Interviewer to Millionaire: "To whom do you owe your success as a millionaire to?"
Millionaire: "I owe everything to my wife."
Interviewer: "Wow, she must be some woman. What were you before you married her?"
Millionaire: "A Billionaire"

Stress Reliever # 8
Girl to her boyfriend: One kiss and I'll be yours forever.
The guy replies: Thanks for the warning.

Stress Reliever # 9
A husband was asked: Do you talk to your wife after sex?
He replied: Depends, if I can find a phone.

Stress Reliever # 10
Man to wife on wedding night: Are you sure I'm the first man you are sleeping with?
Wife replied: Of course honey, I stayed awake with all the others as they never allow me to sleep.

Stress Reliever # 11
Why did they stop printing PAMELA ANDERSON stamps in the U.S. ?
Answer: Because people started licking the wrong side.

Stress Reliever # 12
A wife asked her husband: What do you like most in me - my pretty face or my sexy body?
He looked at her from head to toe and replied: I like your sense of humour.

Stress Reliever # 13
Doctor to his lady patient: You look terribly weak and exhausted! Are you having your meals three times a day as I have advised?
Lady replied: Doctor, I thought you said three males a day.

2008-10-28T19:23:00.003+08:00

Hurmmm.....tension tul ari nie.....First of all coz train pagi tadi lembab giler....patut kul 7.36am dah smp tapi smp kul 8.05 laks....mane tak naik hangin....dah la tu...kene berebut2 laks.....eeee......sbb train nye pasal ari nie fie lewat 6 minit....tension2....pagi2 ag dah wat org takde mood....masa dlm train tu fie dok PK mcm mane lah keadaan dye skg nie....ok ker tak...how was the operation.....mcm2 lah fie leh pk kan.....smp pening kepala nie pagi2.....smp2 office jer terus on pc and wat nescafe coz ngantuk pun ada....terus start wat keje yg melambak kat dlm drawer tu....tension2.....tapi akhirnye...siap gak notes tuk mengajar ari khamis nie.....esok fie tak g keje coz ada interview....takut2....bukan fie kata kt tempat baru fie nie tak bagus....just fie tgh mencari keje kerajaan....entah....maybe coz ramai member2 fie keje kerajaan kot hahahaha.....

Pas lunch ari nie terus start browsing internet.....dok sibuk mencarik info2 tuk d wat rujukan tuk interview esok....byk giler yg fie print.....entah apa2 entah hahahahaha......ari nie mmg target nk balik awal coz nk rehat kat umah jer n prepare tuk interview esok (prepare ker???sure tgh TV nnt hahaha) kul 5.30 jer terus cabut....ingat nk cabut kul 5 sharp tapi teringat masa meeting minggu lepas.....ada org tak puas ati coz Coordinator Diploma balik awal.....walau pun fie sll balik lewat.....tapi kengkadang tu penah gak la balik awal coz ada hal....sibuk jer la dye org nie....suke sgt jaga tepi kain org....atleast keje kami takde lah penah tertangguh.....ag pun keje2 yg kami wat tu semua berkualiti......tgk org la....baru keje mcm2 keje dah leh wat n baru keje jer mcm2 activity yg telah ku lakukan tuk college tu.....korang wat apa??? malas lah nk ambik port benda2 mcm nie ag....it's mylife and i'll do it as what i want.....i don't bother k.....

2008-10-28T00:50:00.003+08:00

Just Walk Away by Celine Dion

I know I never loved this way before
And no one else has loved me more
With you I've laughed and cried
I have lived and died
What I wouldn't do just to be with you

I know I must forget you to go on
I can't hold back my tears too long
Though life won't be the same
I've got to take the blame
And find the strength I need to let you go

Just walk away
Just say goodbye
Don't turn around now you may see me cry
I mustn't fall apart
Or show my broken heart
Or the love I feel for you

So walk away
And close the door
And let my life be as it was before
And I'll never never know
Just how I let you go
But there's nothing left to say
Just walk away

There'll never be a moment I'll regret
I've loved you since the day we met
For all the love you gave
And all the love we made
I know I've got to find the strength to say

Just walk away
Just say goodbye
Don't turn around now you may see me cry
I mustn't fall apart
Or show my broken heart
Or the love I feel for you

So walk away
And close the door
And let my life be as it was before
And I'll never never know
Just how I let you go
But there's nothing left to say
Just walk away

p/s: this song special for you

2008-10-27T19:12:00.003+08:00

Semalam merupakan hari kedua aku berseorgan......
aku betul2 rasa sunyi.....
tak tau nape.....
aku asyik terfikirkan tentang dirinye......
aku tak dapat tuk melupakan dirinye kerna ku terlalu menyayangi dan menyintai diri nye.....

Still ingat ag time masa d office jumaat lepas.....ada few yg perasan yg fie mcm tak happy....muke sembab....mata bengkak.....tak happy......dye org tye nape ari nie....fie just jawab yg fie tak leh tido smlm coz tgk cite best kat astro smp pagi n smbil2 tuk dok wat keje(realitinye berbeza skali).....i try my best to be happy so that it won't be that obvious that im not in the good mood or like i have a problems.....well.....i did manage until tetibe dak office yg fie sll kacau tu dtg kat tmpt fie n tye fie....."what will you do if you stress?" tetibe jer muke fie berubah....fie tye dye nape, "did i look stress?" pastu dye jwb..."no lah.....i am".....oh ok....sll nye fie akan menjerit kat mane2(alternative g karaoke) or g kuar dgn member2 smp larut malam or even the best part is fie g clubbing and get myself drunk....tapi fie penah janji dkt dye yg fie takkan wat benda2 tu lagi coz fie tak nk n dye tak kasi fie wat.....eventho fie n dye dah takde apa2....tapi fie still syg kat dye....mane tau...jodoh d tangan tuhan......pastu fie tye dye balik...."if u, what will you do?" and she said "i used to nearly kill myself" and i said "OMG, i will never do that (even tetibe jer terasa nk wat mcm tu) and i ask her to calm down and later on if you want, we can go out after work and have a drink or something coz i also a bit stress at this moment.....

ari jumaat tu fie balik awal...dlm kul 7 pm coz dah tak tahan sgt.....penat kepala otak ni......smp2 umah jer terus fie tido coz dah rasa mcm nk pitam jer time tu.....

esok nye fie balik kg...dah janji dgn parent n nenek yg fie nk teman dye org balik kg....lama gak la dah tak balik kg....sian kat nenek fie......rindu kat umah dye.....fie cube giler untuk tak ingat kat dye even kengkadang leh teringat ag2 bile lagu fav kami or dye d mainkan d radio........smp2 batu pahat....fie call cousin fie nadia.....ckp yg fie ada kat BP n ajak dye dtg umah pastu leh la g tgk wayang....n we did manage to watch movie "Max Payne" cite tu ok lah.....biasa2 jer (takde perasaan langsung time tgk tu...teringat kat dye laks....coz sll fie akan g tgk wayang dgn dye)...abis jer citer tu terus anta cosin fie tu bali UTHM coz esok pagi dye nk balik seremban n barang dye tak kemas agy......smp2 umah....fie bukak tv and sambil2 tu fie dok belek telefon....fie dok baca2 semua msg2 dye(dlm phone fie semua msg2 dye jer)

esok pagi2 ag fie dah bangun coz dah janji yg fie nk anta cosin fie tu g bus stand kat bando....pastu smpat la lepak2 dgn member2 dye skali masa breakfast......entah apa yg dye org sembangkan coz time tu tgh bz baca comic hahaha....

petang tu baru gerak g melaka....malas nk g coz sll gak g sane g jumpe dye....wow....my sis langsung tak tau hahahaha....masa malam tu lepas baru jer kuar dari tol air keroh, fie dapat msg dari dye...."soey if b xmsg. smlm b msuk wad, sesak nafas, nie kt spital, esok doktor kate mybe nk buat small operate coz salur jantung tersumbat, lau b xmsg 2-3 hari jgn mara, mybe xsdr ag...doakan operation bjalan dgn baik...lau umur b xpjg, b mintak ampun, maaf, salah silap"....masa bace jer msg tu.....rasa mcm nk gugur jer jantung nie....ag2 time tu tgh drive kereta....nasib baik leh kawal....try to call n dye tak jwb....pastu dye msg jgn call....ni pun dye curi2 msg...ag pun dye tgh pakai scop pernasafan...susah nk ckp..sore pun takde...dye mintak fie doakan semoga dye cepat sembuh.....fie rase serba salah sgt....fie takut.....smlm masa drive balik, air mata fie tak berenti2 mengalir....sedih sgt....fie syg kat dye....tapi fie tak mampu nk wat apa2 masa tu....ag pun dye tak nk fie g tgk dye....dye tak nk fie tgk dye dlm keadaan mcm tu.....dye tak sanggup.....fie syg sgt kat dye....tak nk sbb keputusan yg dye wat tu sbb nie....tak nk......mcm nk giler skg nie.....kepala asyik penning jer....memikirkan benda nie.......takpe..fie akan sentiasa mendoakan tuk dye.....pas dye baik......segala-galanye akan berubah.....

2008-10-27T19:06:00.002+08:00

Kini Semuanye tinggal Kenangan.....

Kata2 terakhir telah d ungkap.......
kata itu merupakan penamat segala-galanye......
aku redha dgn apa yg telah terjadi pada diriku ini......
kerna ku pasti....
tiap apa yg berlaku pasti ada hikmah d sebaliknye......

Aku betul2 bingung dgn keputusan yg telah d buat....
kengkadang rasa menyesal laks......
tapi bile sesuatu keputusan telah d buat.....
kite kene terima dan harus berani untuk menempuh segala kebarangkalian yg bakal berlaku.....
dan aku pasti.....
aku boleh melakukan nye.....
lagi2......
ada org yg sudi menenangkan diriku ini.....
aku amat berterima kasih pada diri nye kerna sanggup menjadi teman yg setia......
terima kasih ku ucapkan.........
ILYSM

Kenali Dirimu

2008-10-21T09:48:00.002+08:00

Haiwan & Zodiak

Tahukah kamu bahawa tarikh lahir mu juga boleh disesuaikan dengan kelompok haiwan seperti arnab, tikus, singa, kucing, merpati, penyu, harimau kumbang dan monyet. Ingin mengenali diri kamu dengan lebih dekat? Caranya mudah sahaja,kenal pasti bilakah tarikh lahir mu serta lihat kesesuaian haiwan seperti yang telah dikategorikan di bawah! Mmm... pasti kamu akan mengenali diri kamu dengan lebih mendalam selepas ini!

KUCING
01 - 05 Februari
24 - 31 Mac
25 - 30 Jun
27 - 31 Julai
15 - 27 September
17 - 30 November

TIKUS
10 - 24 Januari
16 - 23 Mac
15 - 26 April
01 - 03 Jun
01 - 09 Julai
16 - 25 Ogos

ARNAB
01 - 09 Januari
01 - 03 April
15 - 20 Jun
10 - 15 Julai
28 - 30 September
01 - 16 Disember

SINGA
25 - 31 Januari
13 - 15 Mac
22 - 31 Mei
01 - 16 November

MERPATI

06 - 14 Februari

14 - 21 Mei
16 - 26 Julai
01 - 14 September
26 - 31 Disember

PENYU
15 - 21 Februari
27 - 30 April
04 - 14 Jun
26 - 31 Ogos
16 - 27 Oktober

MONYET
01 - 12 Mac
01 - 13 Mei
21 - 24 Jun
01 - 15 Ogos
01 - 15 Oktober
17 - 25 Disember

HARIMAU KUMBANG
22 - 28 Februari
04 - 14 April
28 - 31 Oktober

KUCING
Pemalu dan comel, itulah karakter yang mampu dilihat dengan jelas pada individu yang terdiri dari kelompok ini. Adakalanya individu ini lebih gemar mengikut orang lain dan kurang gemar untuk memulakan bicara atau berbual dengan individu yang tidak di kenalinya. Mereka juga terlalu berhati-hati dalam memilih teman. Dari sudut pandangan lain, ternyata individu dari kategori ini sentiasa bersikap baik hati kepada sesiapa sahaja.

TIKUS
Diam-diam ubi berisi, itulah gambaran terdekat mengenai keperibadian mu. Kamu dikenali sebagai cekap dalam melaksanakan sesuatu tugasan yang diberikan. Sikap terlalu pemalu yang ada dalam diri mu itu harus dikurangkan. Selain itu, sikap kamu yang kelakar dan comel sentiasa menarik perhatian individu di sekeliling mu. Walaupun kamu tidak tergolong dalam kelompok kumpulan popular, dirimu tetap dikenali ramai.

ARNAB
Individu yang tergolong dalam kategori ini ternyata memiliki penampilan yang menarik dan kebiasaannya popular di kalangan teman-teman. Sikap mu yang mudah bergaul menjadikan kamu antara individu yang mudah didekati dan bijak berkomunikasi dengan sesiapa sahaja tanpa mengira batasan usia mahupun bangsa.Sikap tenang dan bijak yang sememangnya jelas ada pada diri kamu itu juga sering mendapat perhatian ramai dan tidak hairanlah sekiranya kamu sering dipertanggungjawabkan untuk menjadi ketua dalam melaksanakan sesuatu tugasan secara berkumpulan.

SINGA
Kamu memang dilahirkan sebagai pemimpin. Indivdiu di sekeliling mu sentiasa berasa selamat bila berdampingan dengan mu. Kamu juga memiliki ramai teman dan berpewatakan menarik. Sikap peramah dan mesra yang sememangnya wujud secara semula jadi dalam diri mu telah menarik ramai orang untuk bersahabat dengan mu, maka tidak hairanlah sekiranya kamu memiliki teman baru saban hari.

MERPATI
Kamu terlalu mudah untuk jatuh cinta. Kamu juga tergolong dalam kategori individu yang sentiasa bersikap tenang. Sememangnya kamu bukannya dari kalangan individu yang terlalu pemalu, namun kamu lebih gemar bersikap menyendiri dalam kehidupan harian mu.

PENYU
Sikap lemah lembut dan baik hati memang ada dalam diri kamu. Namun, ada sesetengah pihak agak kurang senang hati dengan sikap mu kerana kamu sering menilai kehendak dan keinginan orang lain hanya berdasarkan persepsi pemikiran diri kamu sendiri. Walau bagaimanapun kamu adalah seorang teman yang dan tidak bersikap seperti 'talam dua muka'.

MONYET
Keperibadian individu dari kategori ini sentiasa menarik perhatian ramai. Kamu juga sentiasa memiliki perwatakan yang ceria dan agresif. Sikap ceria itu telah menarik minat ramai orang di sekeliling mu untuk menjalinkan ikatan persahabatan dengan mu. Tidak hairanlah sekiranya individu dari kategori inimemiliki ramai teman dan sentiasa bijak menyesuaikan diri walau dalam apa jua keadaan sekali pun. Walau bagaimanapun, sikap kamu yang gemar bergosip ada kalanya agak kurang menyenangkan sesetengah pihak. Bagi kamu, itu semua tidak penting! Prinsip hidup kamu, 'hidup mesti ceria!' Selain itu kamu juga gemarmenarik perhatian orang di sekeliling dan sentiasa ingin menjadi ketua dalammelaksanakan sesuatu perkara.

HARIMAU KUMBANG
Sikap misteri mu agak menggusarkan orang di sekeliling mu. Walau bagaimanapun kamu tetap memiliki ramai teman. Emosi mu yang sering berubah-ubah menjadikan individu di sekeliling mu sentiasa berhati-hati ketika bersama dengan mu. Selain itu, kamu juga sering dikaitkan dengan pelbagai gosip. Berdasarkan keperibadian yang kamu miliki, ternyata kamu sesuai memikul tanggungjawab sebagai seorang ketua.

Workaholic

2008-10-18T11:43:00.003+08:00

OMG.....it been a while since the last time i post something in here....there are so many things that i want to share with you guys like how is my raya, open houese that i went to, hangout with my friends, go to malacca and go to open house with my bucuk friends and even i went to my bucuk house (i sorg jer yg penah g umah dye, ex dye tak penah pun g umah dye ag...am i the lucky one???)Best umah dye coz suasana kampung....really like it....(pls, some of my people scared to be friends with me coz they said fie is high maintenance(even dye pun ckp gak) but i am not....im just a normal guy)

There are so many things that i want to share and post even the latest gossip that you guys wont even know or realise it but....urmmm.....better not to mention it here hahahaha.....Well.....im totally busy with my work and most of my friends say that im a totally workaholic guy....really committed with my work and even sometimes dont even had enough sleep coz went back home really late at nite and by the time i reach home, it nearly 10 something and really tired......there are so many things to be done and so many things to be prepare for classess....i just cant sleep if i cant finish the things that i do huhh......

Nak smbg g wat keje laks.....Urmmm....nak g open house umah anis......tapi....jesse ajak g tgk wayang gaks.....2 2 best....urmmmm....nk g wat apa yek???

p/s: smlm call dye n dye ckp dye nk kene g jitra next week....urmmm....n dye ckp time fie call dye a bit mengganggu dye wat keje.....urmmmm.....am i???k lah...tak nk ganggu dye ag.....if dye nk kite biar dye carik kite sendiri......tak nk ganggu org.....even how bz i am...if dye call or text fie layan n NEVER say that im busy even on that time I'M F**KING BUSY....

2008-10-03T16:23:00.002+08:00

Kenapa bile tiap kali kite bercinta.....
kite akan merasakan yg cinta itu memeritkan.......
lagi2 bile dye katakan yg dye cintakan n sayangkan kite tapi sebenarnye kite tak nmpk betul kah dye betul2 serius dgn apa yg dye katakan.........

kenapa???

adakah kerna ku terlalu percaya pada cinta......
adakah kerna ku terlalu setia pada cinta yg satu???
adakah kerna ku terlalu cintakan dye......
adakah kerna ku ini bodoh kerna percaya dgn kata2 yg tak pasti benar atau tidak???

perlukah ku???

perlukah ku mengurangkan percaya padanye???
perlukah ku terlalu setia dgn dye???
perlukah ku mendambakan cintaku yg satu padanye???
perlukah ku berikan segala2nye kepadanye???

aku betul2 bingung dgn apa itu CINTA.......

ini kerna........

ku telah berikan apa2 yg dye mahukan.......
ku percaya segala apa yg dye katakan.....

2008-09-24T20:29:00.002+08:00

Apalah nak jadi kat Fie nie....bleh laks rase rindu Gler2nye kat lover fie.....angau kot (as per Jesse, virus CINTA) hahaha....layan (bak kata fafau).....Urmmm....Fie baru jer jumpe dye ari isnin baru nie.....entah, fie rase mcm dah dekat 1 minggu tak jumpe dye....mmg giler jer kan...sanggup nie g jumpe dye even dye jauh....nk wat mcm mana.....kata syg....bile kite dah sayang kat org tu....mcm2 kite sanggup wat just tuk dye jer kan.....actually fie g sane coz raya nnt tak leh jumpe tu sbb g sane awal hehehe......tapi takpe....leh jumpe pun after raya.....wah2...tak sabar bangat sih hehehe....yg penting baju raya kami tahun nie same corak hehehe....mcm baju kawin jer kan hehehehe.....tak kisah....yg penting happy huhuhu.......dye leh kasi kat fie kat raya laks ari tu....n fie langsung tak teringat nk blikan tuk dye....tapi yg penting...fie kasi baju n bunga....eh, bukan bunga...tapi chocolate yg d gubah menjadi bunga.....cantik sgt.....n chocolate yg fie kasi tu mmg chocolate fav dye huhuhu.......ari tu masa dye dtg sini.....fie ada kasi dye teddy bear kat dye.....dye ckp yg dye suke sgt kat teddy bear tu....fie harap dye dapat jaga bear tu mcm mane fie jaga dye n dye akan jaga fie nnt......B, syg miss you so much.......

2008-09-20T15:43:00.002+08:00

Tension giler......tgh2 ada problem nie leh plak member pasang lagu Di Persimpangan Dilema by Nora.....Pastu lagu Forever Love by Lee Hom.....sedih betul.....sedih sgt2.....arhhhhhhh......

Kenapa air mata nie leh mengalir sendiri???something wrong is it????

2008-09-20T11:24:00.003+08:00

Urmmm....ari nie fie start my day dgn perasaan tak happy langsung.....really not in the mood....i don't really know either it is my fault or not or maybe coz im jeles???nak kata fie jeles....tak kot coz if fie nak jeles...dah lama dah fie naik angin......tapi tak......bile kite tye dye dgn baik.....dye leh wat acuh tak acuh jer....kenapa yek......nk kata fie control dye sgt tak gak coz dulu agy la fie control dye giler2.....skg mmg dah tak control langsung.....yg best nye....dye leh ckp....DEAL la.....dgn apa yg fie penah wat dulu kat dye......i thought it all been explained to you already right.....i thought it all been clear that time.....fie tak contact langsung dgn ex fie dulu even dye mengharapkan fie kembali kat dye coz bg fie, yg lepas tu lepas lah.....tak nak d kenang2 agy.......agy2 skg nie fie rase fie tgh happy sgt dgn dye but suddenly dye leh wat mcm nie......entah arrrr.....apa2 fie nk wat fie akan teringat kat dye.....tak tau la dye plak mcm mane kan.....even my close fren know that I really in love with you.....is this what i get for all the things that i've done to you???is this how you show to me that you love me???if it so, tell me what the meaning of ILYSM then???i'm totally confuse with our relations......i need an explanation from you!!!

Hotel Visit at West Over Lodge, Crown Regency Service Apartment & Concorde Hotel Kuala Lumpur

2008-09-19T10:24:00.014+08:00

Ni al kisah fie bawak student2 fie g hotel visit last week on friday (sibuk tul dak2 nie suruh fie bawak dye owg) Ni kire fie masuk keje kul 9 and kul 10.45 dah cabut.....tu pun keje melambak kat atas meja dgn petang tu ada meeting laks, tak tau sempat ker tak nak rush balik office (apa2 pun if tak sempat dah suruh member fie gantikan) Dlm kul 11.00am smp kat Westover Lodge (dkt dgn CM) tu tempat biasa2 jer coz fie nak tunjuk kat dye org differences between guest house, service apartment and hotel....just nk dye owg tau coz if blaja secara teori, mmg la boleh....tapi kene gak ambik tau apa benda alah tu kan hahaha....

Dlm kul 12.15 kite owg gerak laks g Crown Regency (service apartment) makin cantik lak tgk office lama fie tu....bilik semua dah upgrade jadi makin cun (akhirnye, dye owg ikut gak cadangan fie b4 fie resign dulu) pas puas merayau kat setiap inci service apartment tu kite owg g lunch laks kat KLCC mkn KFC jer (dye owg jer k....Fie puasa) dekat jer.....dlm 5 min walk....tapi penat gak la coz puasa (tak lapar, tapi dahaga) pas dye owg mamam, kiteorg gerak plak g Concorde Hotel (jalan kaki k) kat sane pun puas merayau2 setiap inci kat hotel tu...kire dak2 nie lucky la coz sblm nie dyeorg nye senior just dapat tgk area hotel tu jer but junior dapat tgk gak jenis bilik yg ada kat hotel tu (puas korang...nnt kene wat report laks hahaha....padan muke ku nk menyemaknye nnt huhh) kul 5.15 baru abis visit...so smp office dlm kul 5.30 d mane meeting dah pun abis (bahagianye, malas asyik2 kene attend meeting....pening kepala pakcik) Kirenye smp2 office jer fie terus tumb out n balik titiwangsa nk tido (Tak sabar nk tgu dye smp mlm nie)

Smp2 jer otel tu....terus baring smbl tgk tv coz penat sgt....smlm tak cukup tido coz nk siapkan benda nk g meeting ptg tadi...kuar g pick dye dlm kul 8.20 pm....cian kat dye kene tgu fie sbb fie tertido hahaha (sape suruh ambik bus lmbt.....dah pesan suruh ambik bas kul 4 kan...degil)

Berbuke bersama Yad

2008-09-19T10:24:00.012+08:00

Wah2.....ari nie turn berbuke dgn Yad laks.....member myspace n chatters kat YM....sll sgt dok ber YM dgn dye nie (coz dye jer yg mcm layan 1 kepala) dah plan nk berbuke minggu lepas agy tapi tak jadi coz last minute dye kene g melaka laks ari tu (windu kat owg melaka laks tetibe n time kuar dgn dye tu.....dye dok msg fie n call fie....mcm tau2 jer kan...padahal dah inform awal2 nk kuar dgn member ni)

Ari tu kite owg berbuke kat Mc D SOGO....ada sales sih....kalau lah time tu ada duit byk kan bagus hahahaha.....leh perabihkan g shopping jer keje kan (need to control myself). Sian kat yad, dye berkenan kat 1 baju nie tapi takde saiz....saiz S tu huhuhu....Pas mamam and window shopping, kite owg lepaking kat depan Sogo laks....malas nk balik agy n time tgh dok lepak, leh lah jumpe member office fie.....akhirnye....fie tau gak sape owg yg dye owg dok sebut2 kat office ari tu hahaha.....dah dekat kul 9 baru kite owg gerak g LRT coz nk balik...fie nk balik umah terus tapi dye nak kene g office balik coz dye ada keje (baik kan dye...even ada keje leh gak spent time dgn member) kami naik 1 train coz dye berenti kat bandar tun razak n fie berenti kat bandar tasik selatan....

p/s: Yad, soey sgt coz time tu fie byk dok bermsg n on the phone coz member fie ajak fie teman dye g bli baju nikah......dye dok pujuk tolong pilihkan kain......laen kali kite kuar agy k.....

Berbuke di Sunway Pyramid

2008-09-19T10:24:00.003+08:00

Sabtu lepas Fie berbuke kat sunway pyramid dgn aboy, jesse and danish....best gak la g berbuke kat sane coz kite owg mamam byk sgt huhuhu....mule2 plan nak berbuke dgn aboy kat Pavilion or Gardens Mid Valley tapi tak jadi...entah...tak ingat lak nape tak jadi hurmmmm......
Arhhh....biarkan jer huhuhu....masa smp2 kat sunway jer kite owg merayau2....g cari tempat nk karaoke la pastu sempat agy fie and aboy main bowling (acara wajib kami bile kuar….ikutkan nk g tgk wayang…..tapi jesse tak nk, dye dah pesan awal2 agy huhu)...window shopping and dok bz mengusha owg hahaha (giler jer kan...nnt ada owg marah baru tau kan huhuhu) time sampai kat sane pun dah kul 5 lebih so kite owg usha2 gak la tempat yg nk d jadikan port tuk berbuke and last2 kite owg g berbuke kat Old Town White Coffee…..Mkn biasa2 jer…lama gak la kite owg lepak kat situ coz dari kul 6.30pm agy dah duduk (ramai owg sih)…..sambil2 tu kite owg ada la dok bercerita apa entah huhuhu (menganyam ketupat kot huhuhu). Yg si Danish ni pun satu, kata nk smp kul 6.30..tapi dekat kul 7 baru sampai…..ni lah janji melayu hahaha….dok update2 la apa2 yg patut kan huhuhu (menganyam ketupat agy tu)
Pas puas melantak….kite owg g summit plak coz aboy ajak gian nk karaoke…15 lagu gak la kite owg melalak huhuhu…yg pasti suara aboy sedap sih….dye sll jer nyanyi kat bilik air and tak ketinggalan jesse pun menyanyi dgn semangatnye smp sakit telinga ni time dye menjerit (jgn mare tau…nnt kene jual hehehe)…Pas dah puas melalak, kite owg pun make move (kecuali Danish coz dye tinggal area 2) kite owg gerak g bangsar laks (mula2 nk g hartamas nk layan shisha tapi ada owg tu sound kat fie, terus tak jadi…sebab syg punye pasal huhuhu) g jumpe kwn jesse coz katanye nk ambik perfume…lepas lepaking (ayat fav nuar) dlm kul 11 lebih gerak balik KL…bukan balik terus k…g jumpe pojay laks…lepak kat mcD lak time tu smp dkt kul 2 am…pas anta jesse balik baru kite owg balik hotel balik….penat sih huhuhu….penat but happy coz dye pun happy rerasenye huhuhu (windu ketat2 kat dye huhu)

2008-09-16T13:31:00.003+08:00

To realize

The value of ten years:

Ask a newly

Divorced couple.

To realize

The value of four years:

Ask a graduate.

To realize

The value of one year:

Ask a student whoHas failed a final exam.

To realize

The value of nine months:

Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize

The value of one month:

Ask a motherwho has given birth toA premature baby.

To realize

The value of one week:

Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize

The value of one hour:

Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.

To realize

The value of one minute:

Ask a personWho has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize

The value of one-second:

Ask a personWho has survived an accident...

To realize

The value of one millisecond:

Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics

Time waits for no one.

Treasure every moment you have.

You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special.

To realize

The value of a friend:

Lose one.

This i get in my mail this morning and i really want to share it with you guys

2008-09-12T09:34:00.005+08:00

Seminit untuk kita beringat...

DI INGATKAN SEMULA supaya tak lupa...

Protokol ke 10 Yahudi mengandungi 8 perkara....

1.Song....

Lagu-lagu yang menghiburkan..jika ada anak-anak yang tak tau mengucap..tetapi boleh menghafal lagu Hindustan yang panjang berjela... Ada anak-anak yang tak hafal Fatihah....tapi boleh mengingati lagu Siti Norhaliza yang panjangnya berdepa-depa..... berjaya sudah Yahudi.... Hingga kita terfikir.....bagaimana jadinya radio kalau tanpa lagu?

2.Sex.....

Lagi satu kegilaan remaja dan yang tua. Sex di mana-mana..di kaca tv, dalam filem, dalam iklan...babak sex amat lumrah..kekadang adegan sex tak diperlukan, tetapi diselitkan jua sehingga ada orang menonton filem hanya kerana ada adegan sex...filem 18SX amat laris berbanding filem U...VCD lucah mudah didapati...dan harganya amat murah...Adakah filem yang tiada adegan sex?Lagi sekali berjaya sungguh Yahudi laknatullah......

3.Smoke....

Rokok..menjadi kegilaan para remaja...sehingga dikatakan tidak modern jika tidak merokok...malah sekarang merokok menjadi budaya bagi mana-mana perempuanyang kononnya mau di gelar 'up to date'..Dulu yang merokok ini golongan ****** saja.... ataupun penari kabaret....( aku tengok dari filem P Ramlee )....

4.Sport...

Pelbagai jenis sukan di tonjolkan dan lelaki dengan perempuan sama-sama berlumba mencari nama dalam sukan...hinggakan sekarang bola sepak pun perempuan main juga...Bila bersukan, tutup aurat mestilah jauh sekali, sembahyang pun banyak yang miss....bukan yang bermain sahaja tak sembahyang....yang menonton pun tak sembahyang juga ......Kalau menonton dirumah... akan lambat sembahyang sebab takut taknampak macam mana masuk GOL.....Yahudi gol lagi......sampai ada ulamak kata...kerana sukan...sembahyang boleh tangguh...Mashaallah...

5.Fun...

Hiburan...di mana-mana kita dapat hiburan yang melalaikan....Kalau kita lihat dalam 100 majalah..mungkin 99 adalah majalah hiburan..termasuklah majalah mangga...yang menayangkan buah mangga artis perempuan....Kalau ada konsert....sanggup orang Islam bertandang hingga menghabiskan banyak wang dan bila ke konsert....pelbagai maksiat akan diselit masuk.... Yahudi terhibur lagi....

6.Female...

Perempuan...tawaran Yahudi yang amat mengasyikkan..terutama dalam iklan..yang kadang-kadang tidak ada kena mengena dengan perempuan... Kalau kita ke kedai bateri kereta....dihadapan bateri terpampang gadis sunti separuh bogel beraksi....apa kena mengena bateri kereta dengan perempuan?...kalau iklan Modess... perempuan adalah patutnya...Yahudi bersorak lagi.....

7.Fashion....

Fesyen terutama perempuan yang bermacam-macam..sehinggakan kalau pakai tudung pun mereka dah tak menutup aurat....Macam mana dikatakan bertutup aurat jika bertudung tetapi berbaju ketat yang kekadang menampakkan pusat?Yang mewarnakan rambut lagi teruklah...Buat apa bertudung kalau rambut diwarnakan....Bila warnakan rambut..mestilah tidak bertudung sebab kalaubertudung..bagaimana nak menayangkan warna rambut yang terkini itu...Kalau dah rambut diwarnakan.... sembahyang pun tak sah...malah mandi hadas pun tak sah sebab kebanyakan pewarna adalah kalis air...itu tak kira yang cukur bulu kening lagi...Yahudi ketawa lagi....Umat islam sudah jadi macam Yahudi.....

8.Food....

Makanan..Lagi satu kegilaan Umat Islam terutama makanan dari Barat termasuklahMC D, Kentucky , Pizza hut...dan seribu satu macam lagi...Buah kurma yang menjadi makanan Rasulullah di pandang hina....masuk rumah pun setahun sekali bila bulan Ramadan...tapi makanan Barat menjadi kebanggaan...Bila makanan datang dari Barat.. adakah kita yakin tentang halalnya? Contoh Kentucky....rempahnya datang dari Amerika....siapa nak pergi check...halal ke tidak?Bila makan benda haram, masakan iman menjadi mantap...Maka lahirlah Umat Islam yang bukan perangai saja macamyahudi... tetapi berfikiran pun macam yahudi...Nauzubillah.....Yahudi makan Islam lagi...

Itu baru protokol yang ke 10......yang lain-lain entah macam-macam lagi....

aku cinta Malaysia.....tapi lebih cintakan ALLAH...........

oleh itu, jika berlaku pertembungan antara kepentingan manusia dengan kepentingan Allah......

DAHULUKAN KEPENTINGAN ALLAH....

Ayat2 Al Quran yang boleh diamalkan :

Untuk elak suami/isteri dan anak2 bergaduh :Surah Al Baqarah - Ayat 102

Anak2 pandai belajar :Surah Al Anbiyaa'- Ayat 79

Anak2 lembut hati/ elak panas baran :Surah Al Anbiyaa - Ayat 69,Surah Al Hasyr - Ayat 22-24

Anak2 malas sekolah :Surah Toha ayat 1-5Ayat pendinding : Ayat akhir surah At Taubah

Bg anak2 yg suka keluar malam :Surah Ar Ruum Ayat 31. Baca 33x

Untuk jadi pendinding rumah :Surah Al BAqarah dibaca & tiup pd air , dan spray keliling rumah

1 minit untuk mengingat Allah

Langkah 1:* Sebutlah dengan sepenuh hati dan lidah yang fasih:* SUBHANA'LLAH* ALHAMDULI'LLAH* LAA I LAAHA ILLA'LLAH* ALLAHU AKBAR* ASTAGHFIRU'LLAH* LAA ILAAHA ILLA'LLAH, MUHAMMADUR RASULU'LLAH* ALLAHUMMA SALLI WA SALLIM WABARIK ' ALASAYYIDINAMUHAMMAD WA AALIHI* WA SAHBIHI AJMA'EEN

Langkah 2:* Hayatilah sedalamnya akan makna ayat demi ayat,perkataaan demiperkataanLangkah

2008-09-11T23:01:00.004+08:00

I'm not really in a good mood today & i dont really know what are the reason.....it feel like i wanna scream.....so bored and coz of that, i surf the net and found this pic from padini website which it was my fav cloth to wear to work plus Seed, Alain Delon and Pierre Cardin. This the look that i like to put everytimes i go to work. Last tuesday fie pakai mcm nie g keje and all the staff said that fie look really smart hahaha......dah lama gile tak pakai mcm nie G keje....time kat nilai dulu sll jer dress up mcm tu...but keje kat SEGi ni, jadi mcm malas laks huhuhu......im gonna buy that vest and start wearing it back to work....it not coz people say that i look smart....it just things that i like to put when i work and oh yes...i need a new beg since the beg (seed) mcm day layu jer huhuhu....nak kene bli beg yg bleh d gunekan tuk naik train laks....sian kat beg tu huhuhuhu

Ex Student GIS

2008-09-10T23:17:00.004+08:00

Pening2.....dah la dgn beban keje yg makin meningkat....kelas agy nak kene ready...penat lak ari nie coz bawak student g hotel visit & ari jumaat ni dari pagi smp ke petang & ptg tu laks ada meeting pasal exam....arrhhhhh.....takpe2...tanggungjawab kene jalankan.....agy pun ada org tu nk dtg.....kire ok kot...atleast dpt jumpe dye (ILYSM)

Baru jer tadi ex student fie call fie....dye cite masalah dye owg kat fie....lama gak la dye cite masalah dye....nie semua sbb fie tinggalkan dye owg & start kat tempat keje baru(fie nk duduk situ agy, lagi2 org yg fie syg tu suruh fie keje jer kat situ, tapi bile dah bincang dgn ALEX (Dir of Op), terus tak jadi coz ckp mcm ngan apa entah..buat sakit ati jer bile teringat balik)......subject2 yg fie ajar sebelum nie dah ada pengganti baru (baru 1, agy 1 esok baru dye owg tau)....lecturer part time yg penah keje kat situ which dye still agy keje kat situ as part time gak....mengajar bahasa jepun......skg dye ambik alih subject front office.......student fye tu ckp yg dye owg tak paham langsung apa yg lecturer tu ckp (dari pandai terus jadi bodoh, as per her)....dah la explain dlm bahasa melayu (Patut in english) mcm mane lah budak2 tu nak paham...ye lah, mcm mane dye owg nak explain time exam nnt kan....terang2 jawab final dalam bahasa inggeris....dah la tu, siap leh persoalkan laks mcm2.....For his information.....i do all that according to the MQA requirement OK.....bukan sesuke hati mcm ko ajar sblm nie......tunggang terbalik (maybe dye marah coz fie tukar course outline dye kot, dah tak betul & merepek....takkan nk follow kot) Arrrhhhh....malas nak pK pasal org tua tu lah...baik pikir pasal kat tempat baru nie.....agy best.....mcm2 planning nak kene wat huhuhuhu......

To all my ex-student, sabar jer yek.....jgn putus asa tau.....berusaha bersungguh2....i tau, dgn i u guys can explain all the answer with our own words(aslong same meaning)...tak perlu nak hafal tiap 1 dari buku......dye wat mcm tu coz dye malas nk memikir....u guys terpaksa lah buat k.....i wish u guys all the best.....if tak puas ati, meh la dtg sini hehehe

Berbuka dgn Nurul Kuasa Dua D Pavilion

2008-09-07T08:02:00.006+08:00

Fie & Ann

Nurul kuasa dua hahaha

Ann & Fie again

Them again

Hari jumaat fie & nurul g berbuke sama kat Pavilion & at the same time...dye bawak member dia Nurul (ann) skali...ni merupekan kali ke dua fie kuar dgn dye owg minggu nie....smlm (khamis) pun fie kuar dgn dye owg....tapi smlm berbuke kat SOGO jer coz dye owg datang kat area office fie......ari nie fie laks g kat area office dye owg......kite fair lah kan....like in relationship....kene ada tolak ansur hehehehe (tetibe jer kan)....yg penting mmg besh gLer coz satu kepala.......we like the same things & we are open minded hahaha...... Sampai2 jer kiteorg window shopping (nak bli skg tak bleh ag coz byk ag plan yg mendatang...takut lari baget laks nnt) pas window2 shopping terus g food court kat bawah tu.....mkn mknn thai....ok lah kot (coz i have a really high taste in food) Pas mkn, kiteorg terus sambung window shopping hahaha (giler jer kan) actually ada motif g sane.....Nurul, jgn mare tau.....kiteowg g 9West (nak tau lebih lanjut....sile lah tye empunye diri....takut dye marah)...kasut gurl (semua nie ada berkaitan time g pavilion kat rainforest tu). Pas puas merayau-rayau, terus kiteowg kuar coz nak balik umah coz dah penat.....dlm on the way nak balik tu....ada tertgk promo bilik....murah sih for 1 nite...kire ok lah tu tuk g tido pas balik clubbing (g clubbing ker hahahaha) sempat ag singgah KLCC tuk window shopping agy.....penat2....nasib baik lah tak membeli...kalu tak....confirm lama giler n penuh tgn nak pegang hahaha....i had a great time with them n planning nak merayau ag kot nnt hahaha.....

p/s: tak sabarnye nak tgu minggu depan......Hope everything goes according to plan...Arrhhhh.....nak kene tido coz esok kene keje ag huhh......

Saturday Nite at Pavilion Kuala Lumpur

2008-09-07T06:11:00.006+08:00

Fie & Jesse

Jesse, Fie & Awer

Gedik time hahahaha

Nurul, Awer, patung poyo & Jesse (nasib baik kiteorg tak pijak baju dia...kalu pijak gak ari tu mesti bestkan)

Jesse menguji kelantangan vokalnye huhuhu (power k)

Nurul & Awer (comel kan)

Jesse & Nurul (sape paling cantik....Cepat VOTE)

Nurul & Fie

Nurul baru turun dari kayangan hahahaha

Last saturday plan dgn Jesse n Nurul nak kuar g Pavilion coz ala2 ari minggu kan....and ag pun luse dah start puasa.....so tak leh lah nak huha2 agy hehehehe (yelah sgt kan) Plan nak g pavilion coz nak g tgk liveband kat rainforest...tempat akak jesse nyanyi tu.....agy pun mlm tu malam merdeka.....sajer jer lah nak hangout2 kan huhuhu...nurul bawak member dia awer namenye...cute gak awer nie hehehe.....agy2 dia ni sporting.....kite leh masuk la huhu......mlm 2 just enjoy liveband smp kul 1.30...pastu g lepak laks kat hartamas square (just for shisha) nurul banjer shisha k.....yg penting...just fie n awer jer ting tong time isap tu kan.....walhal dah sll sgt kiteorg isap huhuhu (maybe coz kiteorg bukan perokok kot huhuhu) mmg best lah....sbb lama tak ting tong....nak ambik benda lain takut over dose laks hahaha.....lepak kat hartamas smp kul 4.30 ingat pas anta awer n nurul nak terus balik....tapi leh plak kiteorg lepak kat tmpt diaorg smp pagi coz nurul nak upload pic kat FB dia hahaha.....alang2 tu....terus lajak smp ke pagi huhuhu.....dah tu...dlm kul 7.30 kiteorg gerak laks g kg baru tuk bfast....ye lah....esok kan dah puasa....mane ada bfast pagi2 nie.....mmg tak tido langsung mlm tu(tapi fie ada gak la lelapkan mata dlm 5-10 min time jesse tgh drive, sian kat dia...tak tido2....dia super women huhuhu) pas bfast n antar nurul balik.....terus kiteorg berangkat pulang ke rumah masing2.......

p/s: Tak sabar laks nak puasa hehehe & tak sabar lak nak raya....nak G shopping huhuhu

Need to improve and maintain the public transport in Malaysia

2008-09-07T00:27:00.005+08:00

Hari ini hari rabu......everyday fie keje fie naik public transport yg D sediakan oleh kerajaan kepada rakyatnya hahaha....pelik jer kan....time keje kat KL ni baru lah nak blaja2 naik public transport....dulu nak g mane2 jer mesti nak naik kereta.....takde kereta jgn harap lah nak g mane2......dulu masa mule2 start naik train nie....punye lah kene berimpit mcm sardin....mmg teruk giler...maybe what they can do is....to add more train so that people tak de lah nak berebut mcm org giler.....pastu nak turun train pun susah....tapi skg fie tak tak perlu nak wisau benda alah tu dah coz dah lali (wah2...baru masuk minggu ke-2 dah lali kan hahaha) Tapi yg penting...time nak naik train tu...kene ada MP4 or just my HP n earphone so i can hear song...so tak lah rase lama sgt kan hahaha.....Ok2..the reason bubuh pic kat atas tu coz pelik tak tgk time dia tu.....tu lah yg D katakan kene maintain coz benda2 alah tu penting bagi pengguna2 yg menggunakan pengangkutan awam coz benda alah tu lah d gunakan sebagai petunjuk tuk tawu kul brapa the next train....so, u guys rerasa lah....ada ker time skg tu kul 7.39 AM....tapi the next train kul 2056(8.56PM) gLer jer kan.....pastu....dah la pasal time tu....train yg fie naik tu leaking lak air aircond dia.....sian kat sape yg kene air ari tu.....G keje basah kuyup.....

p/s: now i know nape org kata naik train tu mcm sardin

Saturday Nite with Nurul at Sunway Pyramid

2008-09-07T00:02:00.007+08:00

Today is saturday.....tension actually pas exam siang tadi...so calling2 nurul ajak dia kuar tuk tgk wayang (coz dia tinggal kat area umah fie gak, nak ajak yg laen...semua duk jauh) just ajak dia kuar coz nak release tension sikit.....sajer2 jer...dah la dgn keje byk kat office, pastu tadi g exam terus lak tu.....tak prepare apa2 langsung....nasib baik leh jawab soalan dia....tak la susah sgt mcm dulu....mintak2 lah fie dapat huhuhu...best gak la tgk movie tu dgn nurul...atleast tak lah tension sgt huhuhu....b4 we watch movie..kiteorg dinner kat starbucks dulu coz masing2 lapar huhuhu.....mlm tu balik dekat kul 2.30....Tired but fun.....

SEGi Annual Meeting & Dinner at Shangri-la Kuala Lumpur

2008-09-06T22:36:00.006+08:00

(Dlm pic: Fie, Eda, Fadzilah & Azai)

Hari nie hari Jumaat....merupakan hari kelima fie kat SEGi College.....Pagi2 agy fie dah kene g meeting dgn big bos nak bincang pasal silibus course yg fie jaga nie coz fie tgk mcm tunggang tebalik jer....so nak kene bincang susun balik and also pasal isi kandungan tiap subject.....pening gak la....byk sgt nak kene wat......rase nak nak nangis jer pas meeting tu....ye lah....ada sorg lecturer tu ckp kat bos fie yg silibus tu tak brapa nak elok so bos fie pun tye lah fie n fie mmg mengaku yg mmg tak brapa sgt benda alah tu....so pas bincang dgn bos....bos pun ajak wat meeting dgn big bos tuk bincang pasal benda alah tu....yg sakit atinye.....time meeting tu.....yg ckp silibus tu tak brapa elok tu bleh lak senyap jer...siap bleh ikut jer apa yg big bos ckp (nmpk sgt nak mengampu) takpe2.....tgk lah nnt apa akan terjadi.....benda2 yg dia ckp senang jer n leh wat sekali tu....akan ku suruh ko yg ajar....biar ko tau mcm mane susahnye.....sia2 jer penah jadi F&B Manager kat hotel dulu.....entah lah.....apa yg dia dpt time keje dulu pun tak tau....maybe sbb pandai mengampu kot.....

Petang lepas solat jumaat lak ada meeting agy dgn big bos agy....ni dia nak jumpe dgn semua programme coordinator tuk Diploma nak bincang pasal student2 n about something else...tak leh cite....rahsia hehehehe.....dekat kul 4.30 gak la meeting tu abis.....pastu...kuar2 jer meeting ingat nak lah tgk2 notes tuk next class..tak leh gak....ada benda lain nak kene wat...dah tu ada Annual meeting laks kat auditorium.....nasib baik tak yah ambik tau sgt coz benda2 pasal college jer....pasal cooperation segala tu lah...yg penting....pas jer meeting tu terus g Shangri-la Hotel KL coz ada dinner college tuk admin staff & lecturer...best giler.....mcm2 fie mkn....masa kat sane tu...fie duduk dgn org2 kat pic kat atas tu....combine dgn marketing staff....ok jer mkanan tu...yg penting.....cik Eda kite tu nak ambik semua, tapi mkn tak abis...pastu tak abis....dia leh tranfer lak mknn tu kat pinggan fie.....dah la byk lak tu....sian kat diaorg...tak biasa mkn sushi hehehe (sedap wei tambah dgn wasabi agy)

Kul 9.35pm baru gerak dari hotel nak g Putra LRT coz nak g masjid jamek balik nak ambik LRT nak balik umah.....so...ambik la PUTRA kat KLCC...yg best nye....sempat agy nie dok window shopping ni kat KLCC...nasib baik lah gaji time tu tak masuk agy...kalau tak.....harus ku borong semua hahaha.....smp umah time tu dekat kul 11.45 gak la coz Komuter LEMBAB huhh.....tensen jer kengkadang tu.......smp2 umah terus basuh muke n tido...malas nak mandi mlm2 coz sejuk(laen lah if dia ada skali, leh pLok hahahaha....giler jer kan). Esok ada exam kat kajang lak.....exam tuk PTD....harap2 lah dapat (senang sikit kali nie nye exam dari yg dulu)

p/s: Doakan tuk Fie k

SEGi it is

2008-08-21T13:18:00.012+08:00

Hahaha......hari nie merupakan hari ke 3 fie keje kat tempat baru.....masuk2 mmg blur coz byk giler keje yg nak kene wat...dah la tu masa register on monday terus dia wat introduction dgn the whole staff kat college tu n then dia bring around the college except nursing building (coz takde kene mengena dgn fie)....abis briefing jer dah kul 12.....kul 12.15 laks fie nye first class....kelam kabut sikit la.....tapi everything go as plan.....kire ok gak lah.....masa D introduce to the student as their new lecturer N programme coordinator gabra gak la....first time nak kenal2 dgn org (biasa la perasaan tu kan hehehe)......tapi ada gak rase best giler hehehe.....ye lah.....mcm mane tak best nye.....coz only me programme coordinator lelaki....yg lain kat situ semua girl....bangga lah gak hehehe....majority of the student are chinese......well.....mcm selalunye......fie akan mulekan dgn intro diri & tye lah apa yg diaorg tau apa2 apsal course nie......mcm biasa lah....ramai yg tak tau....terfikir gak...nape diaorg ambik course ni if diaorg tak tau kan (nasib baik baru dak part 1) hehehehe......yg penting diaorg dok tye brapa gaji yg akan dia org dapat if they be in the hospitality line (mmg mata duitan tul)....well, fie did mention about the salary that they will get and the most important things is the experience that they will get...coz apa yg diaorg wat takkan selalu sama mcm akauntan dok wat coz everyday akan jumpe org yg berbeza2 n mcm2 perangai diaorg nie......third day jer dah start meeting dgn bos, big bos ag....cube byk kan....dalam 1 hari jer fie ada 3 meeting.....pening2......mcm2 preparation yg fie nak kene wat coz kat sini fie lah yg akan set everythig balik....mcm2 nak kene tgk....nak kene set kitchen, restaurant n betul2kan apa2 yg tak betul pasal mock room and reception counter.....tapi for me it fun.....even sometimes kene balik lambat sbb byk keje....tapi yg penting fie betul2 enjoy kat sini.......

2008-08-13T14:29:00.002+08:00

Hari nie fie mulakan hari fie betul2 tak happy.....byk benda sgt yg dok bermain D fikiran fie....Fie dok fikirkan...patut ker fie tinggal GIS tuk ke SEGi???ikutkan byk benda yg perlu d ambil kira......dari segi cost of living.....transportation segalanye lah.....n yg penting.....SEGi menang.....mmg ramai kawan2 kat office lama nie dok pujuk fie jgn lah g coz if fie g....nnt diaorg kene ambik alih subject yg fie ajar....dah la diaorg tak tau apa2.....lagi2 diaorg takde background in hotel langsung.........tgk lah mcm mane......kite tgu jer apa keputusan nye minggu depan huhuhuhu....

Dunia Lelaki Yang Berbeza Dari Wanita.

2008-08-11T11:07:00.001+08:00

Dunia Lelaki Yang Berbeza Dari Wanita.

Seorang lelaki tidak sama dengan seorang wanita.

Lelaki juga tidak akan menjadi wanita, dan
begitulah sebaliknya. Ramai wanita menganggap
lelaki sukar difahami, begitu jugalah pendapat
lelaki.

Berikut dinyatakan bebarapa sifat lelaki
secara umum agar anda mudah memahami mereka:

Hidup lelaki lebih mudah
Lelaki lebih mudah cara hidupnya berbanding
dengan wanita.

Kerana itu lelaki sukar untuk memahami jika
sesuatu perkara itu disampaikan dalam bentuk
kiasan oleh wanita.

Wanita suka berkias dan berharap lelaki faham.

Tetapi, lelaki lebih suka jika ianya dijelaskan
dengan bahasa yang mudah, dan secara berterus-terang.

Sekiranya wanita tidak jelas mengenai sesuatu perkara,
tanyalah secara terbuka kepada lelaki.

Bahasa lelaki adalah berlainan
Lelaki bercakap dengan bahasa yang berlainan.

Ini yang menyebabkan lelaki dan wanita sukar
berkomunikasi antara satu sama lain.

Apa yang lahir dari kata-katanya jika dia bercakap
dengan wanita, adalah berbeza daripada apa yang
dimaksudkan.

Ini bukan bererti dia berbohong. Maka adalah
lebih baik bagi wanita untuk memahami lelaki dari
apa yang dilakukan berbanding dari apa yang dikatakan.

Lelaki tidak pandai melahirkan rasa hatinya dalam
bentuk kata-kata.

Lelaki suka membisu
Wanita berkebolehan untuk membicarakan sesuatu
subjek yang sensitif dan mendukacitakan sebagai
salah satu cara berhadapan dengan realiti. Tetapi
lelaki lebih suka untuk menyembunyikan dan
membisu.

Lelaki tidak kompleks
Jika terdapat semua tanda yang menunjukan bahawa
seorang lelaki hanya mahu wanita menjaganya,
mengemas rumah, menyediakan makanan untuknya,
wanita harus percaya bahawa itulah yang lelaki
tersebut mahu.

Ini bukan bererti lelaki berfikiran primitif,
tetapi lelaki memang sedemikian.

Wanita selalu menganggap lelaki sebagai kompleks,
tetapi sebenarnya kehendak lelaki adalah mudah.

Jangan paksa lelaki
Bila wanita mendesak lelaki mendedahkan
perasaanya, mungkin wanita itu akan mendedahkan
sesuatu yang wanita itu tidak suka mendengarnya.
Malah adalah lebih baik jangan bertanya dan
menyelidik sampai ke akar umbi.

Malah apa yang penting wanita itu perlu membaca
bahasa badan lelaki, matanya, atau perubahan mendadak
dalam corak perlakuannya.

Jika dia pada kebiasaannya suka membaca tetapi
tidak melakukannya, mungkin pada masa itu fikirannya
sedang kacau.

Lelaki berahsia dengan lelaki lain
Tidak sebagaimana wanita yang lebih mudah untuk
bercerita masalah yang dihadapinya kepada wanita
lain, harapan dan kebimbangan yang dirasainya dan
pelbagai cerita peribadi, adalah sukar bagi
lelaki untuk menjadi mesra secara verbal
sedemikian rupa.

Untuk melakukannya lelaki memerlukan kekuatan dan
keberanian yang maksima.

Lelaki pentingkan kejujuran
Sepertimana wanita, lelaki juga pentingkan
kejujuran.

Jika lelaki tahu yang kekasihnya atau isterinya
suka bercerita kepada wanita lain tentang dirinya,
besar kemungkinan lelaki itu tidak akan bercerita
lagi secara mesra mengenai hal-hal rahsia yang lainnya.

Kejujuran adalah penting bagi lelaki. Seorang suami
mahu isterinya menyimpan rahsia-rahsia rumahtangganya.

Lelaki Perlu Keselesaan Perasaan
Wanita sering menganggap lelaki sukar difahami.

Sebenarnya ini juga anggapan lelaki pada wanita.
Berikut dinyatakan beberapa sifat umum lelaki
agar kita lebih memahaminya.

Lelaki tidak suka dikritik
Jangan mengkritik lelaki, memainkan jika wanita
itu bersedia untuk bertikan lidah dengannya.

Lelaki tidak begitu terbuka untuk menerima
kritikan.

Mengkritik di belakannya, contohnya kepada saudara
atau rakannya, mungkin dapat mengelakkan konfrantasi
serta merta tetapi dia akan berasa marah juga apabila
perkara tersebut disampaikan kepadanya.

Cara baik mengkritik lelaki adalah dengan cara
berjenaka dan lembut.

Cara lelaki mengkritik adalah berlainan dan ia jarang
dilakukan oleh wanita.

Bila lelaki mahu mengkritik, masa dan keadaan dipilih
dengan teliti. Bila menegur, perbincangan itu ringkas,
tidak emosi dan tepat.

Untuk mengkritik lelaki eloklah kiranya kritikan
itu digabung dengan sedikit pujian.

Lelaki juga mahukan sokongan
Bila lelaki menghadapi masalah dan mengadu pada
wanita, wanita harus memberitahu lelaki itu
bahawa dia masih diperlukan.

Lelaki mahukan keselesaan perasaan dan sokongan
serta kata-kata lunak seperti: "saya cintakan abang.."
atau
"Tidak kira apa yang terjadi, saya tetap bersama
abang..."

Lelaki dan ego
Ramai lelaki menunjukkan egonya pada dua masa,
pertama di dalam kereta dan kedua di ranjang.

Ini biasanya menyebabkan wanita menjadi bosan.

Tetapi sebaik-baiknya wanita patut mempertingkatkan ego
suami atau kekasihnya.

Wanita yang menyemarakkan api cinta akan menikmati
kehangatan api cinta itu. Lelaki mahu wanita memberitahu
bahawa sumbangannya diiktiraf dan dilnilai.

Jika anda tidak menyatakan kepadanya, siapa lagi?
Jika anda mempertingkatkan ego lelaki, ia akan membuatkan
lelaki merasa senang dan setipa orang disekelilingnya akan
mendapat faedah, terutamanya yang dicintainya.

Lelaki mesra tanpa beremosi
Antara perkara yang ada pada lelaki dan wanita
ialah kehendak mutlak untuk dikasihi dan
mengasihi sebagai balasan.

Intimasi emosional, bersatunya jiwa bukan hanya jasad,
adalah cara bagaimana kasih sayang itu lahir. Ianya
bukan satu proses sahaja.

Setiap manusia bergantung kepada intimasi emosional
untuk seimbang dan gembira, paling kurang ia perlu
untuk meneruskan kehidupan.

Tempat di mana lelaki berbeza dari wanita ialah
pada kebolehan lelaki untuk mesra dari segi seks
tanpa kemesraan emosi.

Jalinan atau hubungan antara dua perkara ini, iaitu
kemesraan cinta berahi (seks) dan kemesraan emosi
cinta kasih (emosi) tidak penting pada ramai lelaki.

Ramai lelaki memberi keutamaan yang rendah pada
kemesraan emosi.

Lelaki lambat mencapai kemesraan emosi berbanding
dengan wanita. Lelaki lebih cepat mencapai kemesraan
seksual.

Kemesraan emosi wujud apabila terdapat hubungan
yang rapat dan jujur antara suami isteri.

Ia mungkin dianggap penting sebagai hubungan seks
yang lebih memuaskan. Tetapi jika tanpa emosi seks boleh
dilakukan juga oleh lelaki.

Melakukan seks tanpa kemesraan emosi boleh menyebabkan
punca konflik semulajadi antara lelaki dan wanita.

Bila keperluan kemesraan emosi wanita tidak dipenuhi
samaada sebelum atau selepas kemesraan seksual,
kekecewaan akan melanda wanita. Tetapi tidak lelaki.

Lelaki suka menyelerak
Lelaki bersifat suka menyelerak barang-barang dan
berharap isteri akan mengemaskannya. Kadangkala
lelaki mahu isterinya bersifat sebagai ibunya.

Walaupun pada kebanyakan ketika lelaki adalah
pembuat yang memulai atau meneruskan sesuatu,
adakalanya lelaki mahu dijaga oleh seorang 'ibu'.

Dia menunjukkan kemahuannya itu secara tak
langsung dengan menyelerak.

Lelaki diumpan menerusi matanya
Mata lelaki dianggap pembangkit ghairah paling
utama.

Kemudian itu barulah sentuhan, hiduan dan
pemikiran rasional memainkan peranan. Untuk
menghangatkan hubungan, wanita perlu menghiasi
dirinya dengan keindahan.

Ini boleh membangkitkan keghairahan lelaki.
Lelaki cenderung untuk mencari keghairahan penglihatan,
sedangkan wanita bangkit keghairahannya dari bacaan
dan kesan terhadap imaginasinya.

Pujuklah Ia Walaupun Terpaksa
Lelaki tidak meminati wanita? Itu adalah satu
pembohongan. Tidak ada lelaki tidak berminat atau
tertarik untuk mengenali mana-mana wanita.

Lelaki dijadikan sebagai makhluk yang akan memulakan
sesuatu. Berbanding dengan wanita yang dijadikan
dengan perasaan malu yang lebih menebal daripada
lelaki.

2008-08-06T15:18:00.004+08:00

Urmmm.....tak tau apa nak wat skg nie....betul2 pening kepala....banyak betul keje nak kene wat......dah dgn due date ag......bukan tu jer....dah la fie nak berenti dah.....surat tak kasi2 ag......wah......tension nye.....tak tau la apa nak jadi lepas nie.......bos kat sini mcm tau2 jer fie nak berenti.....pas2 bukan main byk ag keje nak kene wat.....wah3......yg suspen nye......tak tau apa yg diaorg nak ckp kat fie nnt......sebab time nora n farah nak quit dulu....mcm2 diaorg perli n kata.....n one things about me.....if diaorg nak ckp mcm mane diaorg ckp kat farah n nora dulu.....fie takut tetibe jer mulut fie nie akan ckp yg bukan2 kat diaorg semua tu nnt.......risau nye......arhhhh.......biarlah apa2 pun nak terjadi huhhhh

MIMPI SEORANG GADIS

2008-08-01T15:31:00.002+08:00

Untuk Renungan Bersama..... .Bismillahirrahmanirrahim Wbrth!!!

Rakaman ini dipetik dari program Motivasi Pagi -TV 3 (6.30 pagi)oleh Ustazah Noorbayah Mahmood

Seorang gadis datang menemui Rasulullah dengan tangan kanannya disorokkan ke dalam poket bajunya. Dari raut wajahnya, anak gadis ini sedang menanggung kesakitan yang amat sangat. Lalu Rasulullah menegurnya.
"Wahai anakku, kenapa wajahmu menampakkan kamu sedang kesakitan dan apa yang kamu sorokkan di tanganmu?"

Lalu gadis malang ini pun menceritakan hal yang berlaku padanya :- "Ya, Rasulullah, sesungguhnya aku adalah anak yatim piatu. Malam tadi aku telah bermimpi dan mimpiku itu telah membuatkan aku menanggung kesakitan ini." Balas gadis tadi.

"Jika tidak jadi keberatan, ceritakanlah mimpimu itu wahai anakku."

Rasulullah mula tertarik dengan penjelasan gadis tersebut."Aku bermimpi berjumpa ibuku di dalam neraka. Keadaannya amat menyedihkan. Ibuku meminta diberikan air kerana dia amat dahaga kerana kepanasan api neraka itu hingga peluh tidak sempat keluar kerana kekeringan sekelip mata."
Gadis itu berhenti seketika menahan sebak.

"Kemudian ku lihat di tangan kirinya ada seketul keju dan di tangan kanannya ada sehelai tuala kecil. Beliau mengibas-ngibaskan kedua-dua benda tersebut untuk menghalang api dari membakar tubuhnya. Lantas aku bertanya ibuku, kenapa dia menerima balasan sebegitu rupa sedangkan ketika hidupnya ibuku adalah seorang hamba yang patuh dengan ajaran islam dan isteri yang taat kepada suaminya?

Lalu ibuku memberitahu bahawa ketika hidupnya dia amat bakhil. Hanya dua benda itu sahaja iaitu seketul keju dan sehelai tuala kecil pernah disedekahkan kepada fakir. Yang lainnya hanya untuk bermuka-muka dan menunjukkan kelebihan hartanya sahaja.

Lalu aku terus mencari ayahku. Rupanya beliau berada di syurga dan sedang menjamu penghuni syurga dengan makanan yang lazat dan minuman dari telaga nabi.

Ayahku memang amat terkenal kerana sikapnya yang dermawan dan kuat beramal. Lalu aku bertanya kepada ayahku. "Wahai ayah, ibu sedang kehausan dan menanggung azab di neraka. Tidakkah ayah ingin membantu ibu sedangkan di dunia ku lihat ibu amat mentaatimu dan menurut perintah agama"

Lalu dijawab oleh ayahnya. "Sesungguhnya beliau dan semua penghuni syurga telah dilarang oleh Allah dari memberi walau setitik air kepada isterinya kerana itu adalah pembalasan untuk kebakhilan yang dilakukan ketika di dunia"

Oleh kerana kasihan melihat azab yang diterima oleh ibuku, aku lantas menceduk sedikit air mengguna tapak tangan kananku lalu dibawa ke neraka.

Belum sempat air tersebut mencecah bibir ibuku, api neraka telah menyambar tanganku sehingga melecur.

Seketika itu juga aku tersedar dan mendapati tapak tanganku melecur teruk.

Itulah sebabnya aku datang berjumpa engkau ya Rasulullah."
Panjang lebar gadis itu bercerita sambil airmatanya tidak henti-henti mengalir di pipi.

Rasulullah kemudian meletakkan tongkatnya ke tapak tangan gadis tersebut lalu menadah tangan, berdoa memohon petunjuk dari Allah. Jika sekiranya mimpi gadis tersebut adalah benar maka disembuhkanlah agar menjadi iktibar kepada beliau dan semua umat Islam.

Lalu berkat kebesaranNya tangan gadis tersebut sembuh.

Rasulullah lantas berkata, "Wahai anakku, pulanglah... .Banyakkan bersedekah dan berzikir dan pahalanya kau berikan kepada ibumu. Mudah-mudahan segala dosanya terampun. INSYALLAH"

p/s: jangan lah kite berbangga dengan harta benda di dunia yang kite ada sebab semua tu takkan kekal lama di mana segala amalan kite di dunia adalah bekalan untuk kite d akhirat(dunia hanye sementara manakala akhirat kekal abadi)......jgn sekali2 takbur dgn apa yg kite ada kerana Allah boleh mengambil ianya semula sekiranya dia mahu tanpa kite sedari.....renung2kan........

Pavillion

2008-08-01T10:53:00.002+08:00

Fie & EsQ (EsQ baru pas berasap@jadi bomoh@berjampi)

Jesse & Fie time lunch kat Teppayaki (Lunch kul 3.30pm)

EsQ & Jesse

Hari rabu baru2 nie, fie cuti....bukan suke suki jer nak cuti k....tapi sbb cuti isra' & mikraj......Negeri 9 cuti hahahaha.....best gak la(time ni jer coz org keje tapi kite cuti hahahaha) Mmg plan nak lepak Kat Pavillion pun dgn jesse coz dia nak bli baju tuk bf @ scandal dia hahahaha(jgn marah jesse, jgn lupe nnt k.....kite ber 3G sabtu nie hahaha) Penat gak la dok mencari baju tuk bf dia n diri dia sendiri......while fie nak mencari beg n few cloth n sun glass for my own hahahaha.....tapi yg di beli nye hanyelah sun glass coz nak kene baget dulu coz nak g melaka ag pun belum dapat gaji agi time tu.....kalu dah dapat.....sure mcm2 dah d belinye hahahaha (byk giler baju, seluar, kasut yg cantik2....rambang mata tgk).....best gak la merayau2 kat pavillion tu just tak sempat nak g tgk wayang coz smp kul 6 baru abis bershopping hahahaha......takpe2....minggu nie nak turun melaka n nnt lah g tgk wayang smp pengsan hahahaha.......

p/s: tak sabar nak g melaka huhuhu

Garden Mid Valley

2008-07-29T21:12:00.007+08:00

Zul & Fie time kat Garden Mid Valley

Jesse & Fie

Hari ahad yg lepas fie, zul & jesse g Mid Valley coz fie nak g bli hadiah tuk adik fie.....Patutnye fie dah g bli lama dah tapi cari punye carik byk yg tak berkenan......last2 berkenan kat baju kemeja kat Esprit.....cantik gak la.....kuar ari nie mcm best n tak best.....tak tau nape.....ada gak rase menyesal lak kuar......tapi entah la.......perlu tanye pada diri sendiri......need to resetting back myself.....

p/s: listening to no air

2008-07-23T21:04:00.001+08:00

Fie tak tau la nape kebelakang nie fie mmg takde mood langsung.....segala benda fie wat, akan wat fie cepat down....entah la.....sbb benda kecik pun leh wat fie terasa......even time kat kelas pun fie takde semangat nak mengajar.....kengkadang if ada benda yg fie pesan n diaorg tak wat, fie rasa nak marah jer....smp kengkadang tgk budak2 tu takut dgn fie, but nasib baik fie dapat kawal keadaan.....ceriakan balik kelas tu.....nak kata period, tak kot sbb fie lelaki hahahaha....tapi entah la.....there like so many things that i kept thinking in my head.....i dont know what is it actually.....coz sometimes i do feel like wanna kill my self just coz i want to stop thinking about it....Ya Allah, smp ke situ lak fie leh pikir kan......tadi fie call dia....dia suruh fie bersabar n suruh fie solat sunat....suruh fie tenangkan diri sbb apa2 pun kite kene ingat kat Allah....ye...fie dah wat n now fie rasa tenang sikit.....tapi fie still pikir kan benda tu.....mcm2 la....ag2 fie nak brenti kan....so.....fie actually wisau sgt2.....fie sian kat student fie skg nie.....ag2 diaorg tu baik dgn fie n dgr tiap apa yg fie suruh diaorg wat.....even diaorg penah cakap yg diaoeg lebih suke if semua lecturer diaorg mcm fie......tak terlalu strict n bleh buat lawak dgn student n tak cepat marah.....fie ckp betul2 yek, fie ni dulu mmg cepat melenting....family fie masak betul dgn perangai fie.....apa2 silap sikit jer or if benda yg fie nak or fie suruh wat org tak dapat tunaikan....mmg fie akan mengamuk......n maybe coz fie rasa fie ni dah dewasa.......fie tak leh wat benda2 mcm tu ag.....ag2 fie sendiri tak suke if org lain mcm tu......fie berdoa semoga Allah berikan fie kekuatan tuk menempuh setiap dugaan yg di berikan di dunia sebab fie tau semua nie tak kekal, insyaallah.....

Mid Valley Again???

2008-07-23T19:40:00.002+08:00

Ahad lepas(19/7/2008) fie G Mid Valley sbb fie bosan sgt….tak tau nape hahahaha…..actually sajer jer nak ajak member2 time blaja dulu hangout coz masa konvo bulan mei dulu ada gak rancang nak hangout skali tapi tak penah jadik…so, D sebabkan bulan depan kiteorg nak G kenduri kawin meksu(classmate kiteorg gak) kat melaka, so kiteorg sajer jer lah nak hangout sambil2 berbincang plan mcm mane nnt nak g sane(bincang lah sgt hahaha)…..Ari ahad tu kuar pun dah ptg sgt coz Suzy abis keje kul 3….so dlm kul 4 lebih baru lah dia leh sampai kat Mid Valley tu…..ari tu yg G Kak Nita, Nikov, Suzy n me…..patut sayed n niza ikut skali….tapi tak jadi coz niza bz dgn tunang dia n sayed tak sihat katanye(hope you get well soon)

Around kul 5 baru masing2 sampai kat mid valley coz fie dari kajang n janji nak jumpe kak nita kat KL sentral walaupun bleh brenti jer kat mid Valley Station (fie naik public transports okies) tapi D sbb kan fie tak reti…..fie turun gak kat KL sentral hahaha…..rajin sgt dok hopping from one train to the other hahahaha……

Smp2 jer terus kiteorg merayau nak mencari tempat mkn coz kak nita tak mamam ag coz dia kata dia tak mamam coz nak mamam skali (ye ker kak Nita, terharunye huhuhu) punye lah dok mencari kedai mkn….nearly all restaurant kite org g sbb nak tgk menu apa yg best n lastly g lepak mkn kat all sport café kat ground floor…makanan kat situ tak brapa best…entah lah huhuhu……maybe sbb kite org nie ex student hotel kot hehehehe….apa2 pun…..walaupun tgh lapar…fie tak leh nak abiskan langsung makanan yg fie order tu….nasib baik lah member fie shah(dia ni dtg from pavilion coz dia keje kat situ…dia just nak jumpe fie kejap, but lastly dia join till balik) abis kan….kalau tak….membazir je kan…..rupe2nye shah nie kuat mkn gak kan even dia nie kurus kering hahaha…pas mkn kite org g Gardens jap coz fie nak cari baju kat robinson…..tgh dok mencari baju….leh lak terbekenan kat seluar jean…tapi tak beli pun coz mmg just bajet nak bli baju jer(last2 tak bli gak hahaha) & that nite kiteorg balik kul 9 lebih coz shah nye last train kul 9.45…so kene balik b4 that la huhuhu…..and the next meeting will be early next month where each of us akan ambik cuti where nak hangout time keje hahaha….by that time fie dah brenti from my current place n gonna start at my new place starting on the mid of august….tak sabar sgt n hopefully tempat tu tak la seteruk tempat kat sini huhuhu……

p/s: Fie really miss my baby n all my friends

Should I or Should I Not???

2008-07-23T13:27:00.001+08:00

Is it ok or not???

I’m thinking of buying new bag…..tapi fie tak tau kenapa susah sgt nak dapatkan nye…..nak kata fie nie memilih tak lah sgt(mmg pun) so far ada 1 yg betul2 menarik minat fie tapi member2 fie ckp jgn coz beg tu terlalu fancy(fancy sgt ker?) bag kat sub tu…fie berkenan giler…..masa G ipoh ari tu merayau terjumpe n nmpk cantek sgt bag tu…..ingat nak bli jer…..tapi kene tunggu dulu coz takut dah bli nnt tak berkenan laks(membazir jer)…..already ask few of my friends 'bout their opinion but they said that it ok but doesn’t show formality….to casual…..coz I’m gonna used it as my office bag huhuhu……arrhhhh…..but now fie dah berkenan kat satu bag from seed….ok gak la…tak fancy sgt n look ok…..maybe nak bli ari sabtu nie kot……tgk lah(tu pun if dia kata ok)……tak sabarnye nak kuar dgn dia……windu sgt2 kat dia……